damn it you’re damaged as fuck but i like that tone in your voice like i’m stupid cause i am around you so what sue me act like you never knew me drop hints you wanna screw me while i’m aloof, oblivious not picking up what you’re putting down stuck in my head hoping you break the tension with me in that space between places not even your bed or mine just that in-between we always end up even when nobody’s around all the times we said all the pencil lead couldn’t atone for the scotch tape in my bag light a smoke, take a drag huh is it really that day again yeah ok ive seen that look ive seen that pause i know exactly what you mean i just don’t know what you want so i make another joke you laugh a little too long now i’m thinking maybe i’m wrong now i’m thinking maybe i’m not and you say come over like it’s nothing like we don’t already live in that same in-between air where your place and mine don’t matter i say sure like i’m certain like i haven’t been waiting in that space between doors and every time i leave i don’t go home i just drift through the gap between everyone else’s houses dragging it out just to make it last just to make it worse just to turn it over till there’s nothing left but words you said don’t read into it so i read into it you said don’t make it weird so i made a whole life out of it now it’s friday or tuesday or whatever the fuck day you always call me late and i always say okay damn it you’re damaged as fuck and i like that way too much so if you wanna ruin me you don’t even gotta try just keep looking at me like you almost wanna say goodbye in that same space where we always are never really in houses always just between them like we never left each other at all and i’ll stand there stupid cause i am around you always in your place even when you’re not there always in mine even when i’m gone yeah okay i knew what you meant
