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I Ain’t Happy — The Will to Build the Future ハッピーじゃないし、未来へ繋ぐ意志

[Intro – muttering, restless, almost talking] Nah… I ain’t happy. Got too much running through my head. Still thinking. Still moving. [Hook – fast, bouncing, irritated] Complaints pile up deep inside my mind Won’t follow the crowd, I decide what’s mine I ain’t happy, still I think more deep Reading every feeling, every face I see Never stop evolving, let forever flower— HAPPY FOREVER [Verse 1 – muttering → accelerating] Society trapped inside what they call common sense Are we people or livestock behind the fence? Don’t judge somebody’s life by the values you defend If I’m different from the average, does that make me a glitch then? Sorry, I don’t wanna live like cattle That’s why every little thing becomes another question I’ve been hurt, but hurt made me notice From where I’m standing, this whole world looks broken [Flow Switch – sharp, running delivery] Read the room, give the safe answer—“good person” Think for yourself, say it straight—now you’re “toxic” Labels get thrown when the truth gets uncomfortable Keeping my real thoughts locked up is fucking miserable Living is hard Dying is scary I’ve tasted enough despair that death felt less scary Still I study, still I move toward whatever comes next For now I rap— say every damn thing sitting inside my chest [Verse 2 – chaotic forward momentum] Life goes up, life goes down Round and round and round Sometimes your own damn mind goes wild Still get up off the ground Do it again, fall again, stand again That’s how weakness turns to strength again And if that’s true for me, it’s true for them So build a future where we help our friends Build trust that survives when the good days end You can bow to age and rank if that’s your thing But give me people who’ll actually help when it gets real That’s worth more to me than kissing the ring— HAPPY FOREVER [Verse 3 – questioning, paranoid energy] You really holding the steering wheel of your life? Society, school, television shape your mind So I obsess over building the person I wanna become Protect what I believe so I don’t get pulled and spun Smile when I need to Straight face when I need to I use the atmosphere, but don’t let it control me too Don’t choose people just from “I like you, I hate you” Try to keep it equal when emotions try to change you If I said it, put it into action If I’m wrong, reflect, apologize, correction Accept what comes— but never sleep on your surroundings Watch the environment Watch where you’re standing If I’m gonna keep living, I gotta prepare for what’s coming [Final Hook – bigger, controlled aggression] Complaints pile up deep inside my mind Won’t follow the crowd, I decide what’s mine I ain’t happy, still I think more deep Reading every feeling, every face I see Never stop evolving, let forever flower— [Beat Stop] HAPPY FOREVER