
Chokehold
Mid-tempo, heavy and pulsing synth bass, tense and suffocating. The vocals are close, desperate, and breathless.) (Verse 1) I reach out my hand, but I'm left in the cold I'm wrapping my arms round a story grown old I care way too much, I put myself second in line Just bleeding my heart out to make your world shine I cling like a shadow, I'm holding too tight And I'm choking the air in the room every night (Pre-Chorus) (Synths swell, tension cuts straight through the music) My grip is too heavy, I'm shaking inside I'm losing my footing, with nowhere to hide I swallow my voice just to keep you right here While drowning the thing that I hold most dear (Chorus) (Powerful, deep beat drops in, emotional delivery with a raw, desperate edge) I care way too much, and I'm dragging you down With all of my weight, watch us both start to drown I put myself last, but I'm gripping too fast With desperate hands on a love that won't last I just want to be safe, I just want to be known Instead I'm destroying the seeds we have sown (Verse 2) (The beat keeps driving, tight and pulsing; synths sound like an anxious heart) I check every reaction, I read every look I'm reading your patience like an overdue book I'm scared you'll walk out if I loosen my hold So I squeeze you too hard against the dark cold I make myself smaller, a ghost in the frame While suffocating your fire in my name (Pre-Chorus) (Synths build with increasing pressure) My grip is too heavy, I'm shaking inside I'm losing my footing, with nowhere to hide I swallow my voice just to keep you right here While drowning the thing that I hold most dear (Chorus) (Full energy and emotion in the beat) I care way too much, and I'm dragging you down With all of my weight, watch us both start to drown I put myself last, but I'm gripping too fast With desperate hands on a love that won't last I just want to be safe, I just want to be known Instead I'm destroying the seeds we have sown (Bridge) (Music drops almost completely silent; just a sparse synth chord and a fragile, cracking vocal) I'm holding on... like I'm holding a breath... (Silence) ...and loving you up to the edge of death. Can you breathe through my panic? Can you break my embrace? Before I destroy every beautiful place? (The beat erupts with full force) I'm choking us out! (Chorus) (Maximum power, ultimate dark pop climax) I care way too much, and I'm dragging you down With all of my weight, watch us both start to drown I put myself last, but I'm gripping too fast With desperate hands on a love that won't last I just want to be safe, I just want to be known Instead I'm destroying the seeds we have sown (Outro) (The beat drops down to a slow, heavy heartbeat-like rhythm) I'm holding too tight. Forgive me the weight. I'm so scared to lose you... ...before it's too late. (The final synth note cuts off sharply)

