thought I would run away? Ha na no no.. I wanna keep my pain, and my shame. Took me all this time, to collect it. My heart won't give it back that easy. Born in so much pain; in such fear and, still ashamed of crying... Was born in this old briar patch, and had to, tune out, you all dyin. Felt like constant violence, lyin, yellin, cheatin, screamin, fighting. Now it feels like you just, used me back then. Fine as long as any blame is, any wrong is... Fine as long as any blame is, not on you. So so so. Have we found the reason or the peace in it? I dunno... spinning, in place, spinning the shit-soaked land we brag on, It's a spider web, of briars. With an elevated heart rate, running quickly out of air. And I lay crying... Can our greed and age of complex problems, even help us when the sky come falling? This way, I swear, just follow and I'll lead you there, myself.
