
I Lost My Faith in God — Lukas
[Verse 1, Tremolo guitar with orchestral tension, Male vocal building from whisper] I found you where the night refused to end Where mercy never reached the ground Your face was carved by grief and dust Yet something in you still was sound Your eyes held fury, grief, and fire For every man who turned away I watched the camp consume the living While heaven never chose to stay I saw the smoke climb past the clouds I heard the prayers collapse in air And every rule I once obeyed Now feels like poison that I wear [Chorus, Symphonic metal surge, Screamed male vocal with choir] I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When children cried and no one came I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When prayer and terror sounded the same I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When mercy died beneath the gun I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When heaven watched and did not run [Verse 2, Driving metal rhythm with orchestral backing] They taught us order keeps the world They taught us duty makes us strong But duty built these walls of death And silence helped it march along I stood among their ranks of steel Pretending not to see the cost Every command I carried out Another piece of me was lost The yard remembers every scream The trains remember every face And every night the ghosts return To ask me why I kept my place [Chorus, Symphonic metal eruption] I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When smoke rose higher than the sky I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When mothers watched their children die I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When screams were louder than a prayer I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When men stripped innocence in open air [Bridge, Orchestral descent, Spoken turning to scream] They said… “Orders are orders.” Say nothing. Do nothing. Become the machine. But obedience built this nightmare. Obedience fed the fire. Every man who claimed he followed rules Helped sharpen the blade. And now those words taste like ash in my mouth. [Final Chorus, Full symphonic metal climax, Screamed male vocal] I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When justice turned its face away I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD When cruelty ruled the light of day “Orders are orders” The lie I used to hide my shame But every soul destroyed beneath that phrase Has carved my guilt into its name I LOST MY FAITH IN GOD Yet one truth still refuses death That loving you was the only time this ruined world felt human again.


