When I Was in the Darkness

[Verse] When I was in the darkness Darkness I became And I lost the light inside me That I never could reclaim Now I'm waiting in the water Soaking in the rain I wish that I could save you But I can't even save myself [Chorus] I am drowning But I'm breathing In the salt from my own tears And I want you to remember me But please don't come too near I'm the ship that's lost at sea And my siren song will steer You into the jagged rocks Of the shore that I call home [Verse] I know you think you can save me But you can't save what doesn't exist And you wanna be the hero But this story has no end I've been here for so long now That I've forgotten how it feels To be held in the light So if you wanna save me You have to let me go Go [Chorus] I am drowning But I'm breathing In the salt from my own tears And I want you to remember me But please don't come too near I'm the ship that's lost at sea And my siren song will steer You into the jagged rocks Of the shore that I call home