Paradise

Cover of my v4.5 song: https://suno.com/s/C124JcatJZfNia3B (sh*t) Some days i cant even tell if im Still alive I c*t my skin But the pain isnt Realized And its funny The candles in my room just died Is it a metaphor For the last bit of hope in my eyes Some days i dont feel real Am i made up How can i feel everything and not Feel enough what is it for Tell me! Whats the point in being here If you dont love it Whats the point in staying here If youre above it How can i enjoy the view from down here How can i make it If im in a hii-iigher place Dear (hii-iigher place dear) mmm-mhmm-aeaahhh Sometimes i ask if God will take my pain away Sometimes i ask Is this my paradise And if this is my paradise Can i even afford it or ignore it yeah I dont feel it Am i too apathetic to see it "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...!" "AAEEAAEAAAAAAAAAA...!" . . . WHAT IS IT FOR-aaAAAAaaa...! TELL ME Whats the point in being here If you dont love it Whats the point in staying here If youre above it How can i enjoy the view from down here How can i make it If im in a hii-iigher place Dear (hii-iigher place dear) Dear (hii-iigher place dear) ˡʸʳⁱᶜˢ ᵇʸ ᵐᵃʲᵃ