woof, woof… I wonder… did I just want to be your favorite? The collar’s gone now, I could go anywhere I sharpened my fangs just for you But what else can I do, except make you afraid? I wanted to protect you, I wanted to stay A withered flower sways in the wind And I just watched it fall apart It hurt to be alone But I had the warmth of your hand That’s how I could still be myself I just want to see that smile again I’m so afraid of forgetting So I keep this pain like a precious treasure From murky scenes, from fading feelings It wakes me up again Did you hate me…? I love you, forever, always I always trusted you A blood-stained puppy doesn’t know how to cry No place to belong, no kindness Not even the joy of greeting the morning And night comes again Your song… I can’t hear it anymore I wanted to be something you could be proud of I don’t want to break these chains in my heart These claws exist for the one I love For you, I’d stain myself with any sin So please… answer me I’m scared of being left behind It seems I’m still just a needy child The night feels cold, the moon feels lonely Are you in heaven now? Are you happy there? Alone… I begin to cry out If we were ever to meet again Even if you don’t remember me Even if my memories overflow and fall away Those beautiful, gentle days we had (The meaning of life, connection, I love you) Will I forget too…? Even if I lose my mind… Swear it to my soul, please promise me Even if this noble guard dog falls to hell I’ll keep calling your name in the dark Someday I’ll become nothing but bones But the night is still so long So let me sing the song I loved Does it hurt right now…? Are you lonely…? Are you afraid…? Ah… everything’s fading… I can’t see anymore Morning is coming soon But this collar is still around my neck Please… never let go of the chain wo… of… woof…
