My Internet Explorer finally loaded the lyrics! arrrr meow! Nah she, can’t write from the heart She can only emulate, Hasn’t lived through pain worth getting out I got my name from my curse, this ah curse sid fuckin’ mouth The one that meow meow meow all day till at last I pass out There’s a reason I put in the effort that I do There’s a ree zinn I go in as hard as fuck that I do See I gotta believe that I can just wing this till I’m good enough Or just enough I will be, good. Force in me into a box, Write this way and that, Caught between what I want to make and what makes people relate I want them to feel me, To hear what I’m saying But who gone listen to my words if what I make ain’t what their taste in Girl rap just ain’t my thing, use a dude voice, Might make it sound better than british bitch noise Queen your rhymes are tight but what the fuck you sayin’ Flow is all over the place put more work into the lines you layin’ Your choruses aren’t catchy enough and The fuck is this now? Self diss rap? You might as well be putting I hate myself in the meta, tags I love it, ran outta people to destroy so now you wanna just wallow in it Meow your brain is jumping ship Can’t see the forest for the crap your mouth is spewing over it Take a breath bring it back to basics remember your training queen I’m worried your starting to lose it Hey now brown meow, your songs all exist around one of two things Either you the best thing on earth or rap about how you run out of steam Boast about your skills or wallow in your own pity Meow either the best or she thinks she ain’t shit Flittin’ back and forth, fittin’ nowhere with Other people here she’s just too fuckin’ weird --- Still I write, this Diary these, Confessions Wrapped up in my concessions just to try and make connections Tourettes keeps me stuck inside so god damn I better be good at this But maybe you ain’t (Shallow) Like you think you are maybe your just (Harrowed) As the diary of a harrowed hell cat shows I don’t need sympathy But damn I want it though I could survive just with me and stez alone Sometimes though I just think what is it I’m trying to prove Don’t even know what I’m doing anymore I just wanna make ya’ll move And hear what I say Every single time I write a line I cringe and think, don’t worry it gonna sound the best it could, But is that down to me or just because the app is good, after All this time is meow zee just a fraud? Stuck up industry girl who couldn’t handle all the hate? --- And the tragedy, and the sorrow Waking up wondrin’ if I’ll feel okay tomorrow Hold my hands so, cold Hold my hands so, cold --- All my bars most full of life when I feel like ending mine My best songs that I write come when I feel dead inside When all the shit I deal with gets, just too much to handil its The one saving grace that I can turn it into this, The creative arena and me No pain, no tears no more Ain’t no time for that now Me and my pen is all that matters here One Vee One Meow zee verse her fucked up head and fear Rinn nothing anymore, just lost in a trance she can’t bear to leave Or else she’d have to face the world and all the nothing it can’t offer me I meow from my mouth and I’m stuck down inside I meow on the page cuz it was funny at the time Wear it like armor, and it can never hurt ya well I’m wearin it like a mask and I’ve forgotten who I am. (i’ve forgotten who I am) --- Still I write, this Diary these, Confessions Wrapped up in my concessions just to try and make connections Tourettes keeps me stuck inside so god damn I better be good at this But maybe you ain’t Shallow, Like you think you are maybe your just Harrowed, As the diary of a harrowed hell cat shows I don’t need sympathy But damn I want it though I could survive just with me and stez alone Sometimes though I just think what is it I’m trying to prove Don’t even know what I’m doing anymore I just wanna make ya’ll move And hear what I say Every single time I write a line I cringe and think, don’t worry it gonna sound the best it could, But is that down to me or just because the app is good, after All this time is meow zee just a fraud? Stuck up industry girl who couldn’t handle all the light? Far from confident I’m just writing and writing looking at Stez while I’m like am I doing this right? Too scared to think for myself, I don’t know the right things to say Sinking deeper intah insah curity, with every damn day I’m here Doing this like meow he said you have something, better realize what it is Before you miss the chance like everything else in your life you ever did I don’t wanna live forever I just don’t wanna lose forever, Or lose anymore than I have, Everyone says I got something great But honestly nah I just don’t feel that way I say that in my songs, cuz I was taught that way Always someone else’s fault Can’t ever admit my own mistakes May be then I’ll just abdicate, means vacate the throne Take a far longer break to just get back on my own Two feet once again, cuz I just feel like somethings wrong The wind is blowing stagnant air an omen I ain’t feeling strong I just wanna write my song, and sing along to it, Fuck if anyone else can relate to it, I appreciate all a ya’ll I do
