
THE LAST DREAM BEFORE LANGUAGE [Intro] [NoMeter] [NoKeyCenter] [HumanBreathing] [SoftHeartbeat] [LowFemaleHum] [DistantMaternalHumThroughWall] [ScatteredWoodPercussion] [NoWords] Mm— Ah— Mm— [Breath] [Heartbeat] [First Word] [LowFemaleContralto] [VerySoft] [SinglePreparedPianoNote] Light. [Pause] Light. [WarmRoomTone] [LightFades] Light... gone. [PreparedPianoAnswers] [Verse 1] [PrimitiveLanguage] [PreparedPiano] [SparseWoodenPolyrhythm] [NoFixedMeter] Light gone. Where? Mama? [MaternalHumAnswersDistantly] There. Mama there. [Pause] Mama... gone. [HeartbeatQuickensSlightly] Where? [Instrumental Development] [PreparedPianoBeginsFindingPattern] [PolyrhythmBecomesMoreOrganized] [Verse 2] [LanguageDeveloping] [MelodicVoice] [FirstSubBassTone] My cup fell down under the chair. I couldn't see it. Still there. [Pause] You left the room. I couldn't see you. Still there? [MaternalHumReturns] Still there. [Pre-Chorus] [FirstRecognizablePulse] [SoftContralto] [CuriousDelivery] Things can be where I can't see them. Things can leave and still be there. I close my eyes. The room stays. I open them. You are there. [Instrumental Shift] [PreparedPianoPatternLocksIntoTempo] [SubBassDeepens] [Verse 3] [LanguageGrowing] [GlitchFragmentsBegin] [MechanicalTickVeryFaint] This morning there was rain. I watched it on the glass. Now the window's dry. Where did the morning go? [Pause] You say: "That was yesterday." [MechanicalTickEnters] Yesterday. [WordEchoFragments] ...yesterday... ...yester... ...day... [Time Section] [GlitchElectronicaEmerges] [MechanicalClockPulse] [PreparedPianoBecomesRhythmic] Yesterday. A room I was just in. But the door locked behind me. [Pause] Can we go back? [Silence] No. [SingleCelloNote] [Verse 4] [SentencesLengthening] [SubBass] [FragmentedStrings] [TimePulseStrengthens] You tell me we're going somewhere tomorrow. Another word. Tomorrow. When is that? "After you sleep." Where is it? [Pause] You smile. You don't answer. [Pre-Chorus 2] [GlitchRhythmExpands] [PreparedPianoAndCello] Yesterday has a door that won't open. Tomorrow hasn't got one yet. And somehow I am standing in the little space between them. [BriefDropout] Now. [SingleCleanPianoNote] [Chorus] [FirstStableMeter] [ChamberArtPopEmerges] [WarmNaturalChestVoice] [NoRuns] Nobody told me learning the names of things would teach me which things I could lose. Nobody told me giving time a name would cut the world in two. Before yesterday, morning simply came. Before tomorrow, night was only night. Now everything has somewhere else to be. Even light. [Instrumental] [MechanicalTick] [GlitchFragments] [CelloCountermelody] [Verse 5] [LanguageNearlyComplete] [ArrangementIncreasinglyOrdered] You put your shoes on by the doorway. "Where are you going?" "Not far." "When are you coming back?" "Soon." [Pause] I know that word now. Soon isn't now. There is before. There is after. And there is a word people say between them. [EverythingStops] [DryContralto] Goodbye. [LongSilence] [Resolution] [MechanicalTickStops] [GlitchesDisappear] [PreparedPianoTransformsIntoPureGrandPiano] [SuddenLushStringQuartet] [StackedLowContraltoVowels] [FirstFullyResolvedHarmony] Goodbye. A word everybody knew before they taught it to me. [Final Chorus] [FullChamberArtPop] [LowFemaleContralto] [RestrainedSoulfulVoice] [LushStringQuartet] [LowWordlessVocalHarmony] Now I know that gone has edges. I know memory has a name. I know calling into an empty room doesn't make an answer come. I know yesterday has a door that only opens one way. And tomorrow— [Pause] tomorrow is somewhere nobody can show me. Nobody told me learning the names of things would teach me which things I could lose. [Deconstruction] [HarmonyBeginsDissolving] [StringsDisappear] [SubBassDisappears] [GrammarBreakingApart] Before I knew "gone," things disappeared. [PreparedPianoReturns] Before I knew "yesterday," morning simply came. [WoodPercussionReturnsWithoutMeter] Before I knew "tomorrow," I slept. [HeartbeatReturns] Before I knew "goodbye"— [HardCut] [Silence] [Outro] [NoMeter] [NoHarmony] [DistantMaternalHumThroughWall] [SameRoomToneAsIntro] Mm— [LowSoftAnsweringHum] Mm— [Heartbeat] [OneBreath] [Silence]

