Mhhmmhm… I counted nights under flickering light Coffee and doubt, trying hard to get it right Too many pages, not enough air But I kept breathing through the pressure there All the voices in my head I laid them down, I let them rest We held a funeral for the pages Buried the weight of all those stages All the notes that held me down Are quiet now beneath the ground We set a fire to all the pressure No looking back, I won’t remember I breathe it in, I feel it change I’m finally free from every page Every exam felt like a war But I’m still standing, stronger than before Between the fear and adrenaline I found the strength to rise again Every tear that hit the page Was just a step to break the cage We held a funeral for the pages Left behind those endless stages All the nights I couldn’t sleep Are fading out, they don’t run me We set a fire to all the sorrow I feel the light of a new tomorrow I lift my eyes, I finally see The world is waiting there for me Maybe I was hard on myself Chasing a life I couldn’t yet tell But now I’m here, I crossed the line And for the first time, I feel alive We held a funeral for the pages And everything just slowly changes I let go of who I was And step into what’s meant for us We set a fire to all the old days Now I’m walking brand new pathways Paradise is in my sight And this time… I’m choosing life Hmmhmm…
