None of it makes sense I know we met by accident You fell down to Earth Off a parachute you sent And it began You said "I want you in my arms" Pulled sidewalk scars from my past You said "he'll learn one day" Held your hand all through my moments Of dismay I don't know how to say I love you Without leading to the Ugh You put me on my knees Ugh It's guilt that gets the best o' me I just want your love for free Hm He goes "I think it's probably best if we stop while we're ahead" And I look across thunderstorms feel instead He said "I see you in my life" And I lay there overnight And I never meant to put you through so much strife I would never want you dead and yet here you are Tangled in the wires I can't break free Echoes of the quiet fights replaying endlessly I trace every word like a map with no end Looking for the part where we both can mend But you turn you turn away Leave me lost in yesterday No compass, no home Just static on the telephone I remember every line you fed me Honey-dripped lies Soft and deadly You said "Stay with me, stay with me" But you never stayed steady I tried to be the light, but the shadow felt so safe Every promise cracked like porcelain in a quake You said "don't be afraid" But the monster had your face How do I believe in love that's wrapped in duct tape? All the signs I swore I wouldn't miss were there I was your moon But you craved the sun Chasing after flames just to fell undone Now I'm ashes on the floor Swept away But love don't feel like this No, love don't feel like— Ugh You put me on my knees (not anymore) Ugh It's guilt that gets the best o' me (not anymore) Ugh I just want your love for free Hm I carved out a space in my heart you moved in like a wrecking crew Love shouldn't feel like survival mode I don't owe you pain to prove my heart Don't owe you my silence When you tear me apart I don't owe you ghosts to haunt me at night Don't owe you the pieces of me you don't like None of it makes sense I know we met by accident But I'm done with "what if" I'm done with "almost" I'll take every scar every loss every ghost I’m walking away I don't need you No more guilt No more knees No more chasing down love that bleeds (Yeah) No more chasing down love that bleeds
