Title: OK But Not OK Verse 1 Everybody smiling, posting pictures, holding hands Meanwhile I’m just scrolling, tryna understand How you go from always having someone by your side To coming home to silence every single night I swear I’m used to company, but not the loving kind Just people that keep noise so I don’t hear my mind They keep me busy, keep me numb, keep me distracted But when they leave, the truth comes back and hits me backwards Pre-Chorus Sometimes I wonder if it’s me Did I push love too far away? Or maybe I just never learned How to let somebody stay Chorus I’m OK… but I’m not OK I smile through it, but I’m not the same Say I like my space, but that’s a lie I made Truth is I just hate feeling in the way I’m alone… but not alone Got people round me, still feel on my own I act so strong, but when the night gets cold I wish I had somebody just to hold Verse 2 Sometimes I think maybe I’m too hard to love Or maybe I just never felt enough I see the couples laughing, living life While I’m just learning how to sleep at night I don’t need perfect, I just need real Somebody steady, somebody I can feel Somebody wrap their arms around me tight And tell me I’m worth staying for tonight Pre-Chorus Maybe I been settling for noise Instead of waiting on the peace Maybe love ain’t missing me Maybe I just missed me Chorus I’m OK… but I’m not OK I smile through it, but I’m not the same Say I like my space, but that’s a lie I made Truth is I just hate feeling in the way I’m alone… but not alone Got people round me, still feel on my own I act so strong, but when the night gets cold I wish I had somebody just to hold Bridge (Jazmine/Coco style emotional peak) I don’t wanna keep pretending That this lonely don’t hurt I don’t wanna keep on settling For people that make it worse If love come knocking at my door I pray I let it in Cause I been strong for way too long I’m tired of faking strength Outro I’m OK… Just not OK tonight But maybe one day Somebody’ll hold me right
