Fear Of Failing

Every day’s a struggle Feels like I’m missing pieces to the puzzle I waited my whole life for something That I don’t even want anymore Maybe I lack the patience But none of this exceeds my expectations Don’t see why these are supposed to be The greatest years of my life Seems like everyone’s in a rush While everyone tries to stay in touch Could this really be the world I’m creating? I don’t know so I’m waiting For the day hell freezes over Because I can’t face it sober With each breath I’m exhaling I try to face the fear of failing Nothing can please me Remember when life was easy Am I, am I not good enough? What if my dreams get crushed? So sick of all these people All ever wanted is for this to be peaceful There’s something about feeling doubted Always being so crowded I thought I knew you but it turns out Your whole life’s played out like story In the beginning you’re unbelievable But in the end you’re predictable Told me twice and I didn’t listen Why didn’t I take a neutral position? Could this really be why we’re fading? I don’t know so I’m waiting For the day hell freezes over Because I can’t face it sober With each breath I’m exhaling I try to face the fear of failing Nothing can please me Remember when life was easy Am I, am I not good enough? What if my dreams get crushed? I’ve got a point, but don’t know how to prove it Can’t say I’ve ever done something that felt this stupid Will I ever catch up to the dreams I’m chasing? I don’t know, oh no, I don’t know anymore, so I’m waiting For the day hell freezes over Because I can’t face it sober With each breath I’m exhaling I try to face the fear of failing