Back In The Fight (Andrea Kayne Remix)

When will I be ready? When am I done? I try to stay steady You'd think I'd have won Sometimes it's calm Peace flirts with reality Just a temporary balm Is this burden always to be? Not just me born to struggle I think we all were Each our own brand of trouble They say so we can learn Why can't I just take a breath? Exist for a time But my mind knows no rest Claims suffering as mine In the end we all sleep steady When we die we all lie still Until then I'm stuck in ready Everything a test of will I feel like I'm stuck in a cage This flesh and bone my prison Pain, love and rage Why's it always so heavy Other times so light For a moment I think I'm ready Then I'm back in the fight I just want calm Just want love and meaning And I'm not the only one That always feels like I'm bleeding They say pain holds lessons Tells you you're alive That doesn't answer my questions Is the point just to survive? I feel like I'm stuck in a cage This flesh and bone my prison Pain, love and rage Why's it always so heavy Other times so light For a moment I think I'm ready Then I'm back in the fight I swear I'm not quitting I just want a break Wish there was some respite How much can I take? It can't be right Feeling like I'm still waiting To start living my life I don't think the time is coming Is this what I have? Maybe I'm so busy running I've missed what's under the strife I've felt like I've been stuck in a cage This flesh and bone my prison Pain, love and rage Why's it always so heavy Other times so light For a moment I think I'm ready Then I'm back in the fight I'm never going to know But I am not alone This line's mine to hold Your journey's the same A different destination Similar road