I leave you when I know you're hurting Say I'm too busy but I know that's not certain You tell me it struggles I don't sweat Then wonder why you don't wanna open up yet You'd drop everything if I called you at midnight But I'd just sit back and watch it all crash And I hate that I know every reason you should go If I was you I would've left long ago Since I forgo I'm bad, I know it You give me love, I don't show it Say I'll change and I don't You forgive me, I won't (won't) And I hate myself for it Hate myself for it Just know it's something I can't mend I'm such a bad friend I hope you know you won't see me again 'cause I'm not coming back I want you close when I'm lonely, then push you away when you know me You defend me when nobody would And I've been treating you worse than I should And I hate that I know every reason you should go If I was you I would've left long ago Since I forgo I'm bad, I know it You give me love, I don't show it Say I'll change and I don't You forgive me, I won't And I hate myself for it Hate myself for it Just know it's something I can't mend I'm such a bad friend And if you leave, I, I can't blame you I just wish I could've been better to you Just know I, I I'm such a bad friend You got to see it for yourself I only focus on myself Just know I, I Am such a bad friend I'm bad, I know it You give me love, I don't show it Say I'll change and I don't You forgive me, I won't And I hate myself for it Hate myself for it Just know it's something I can't mend I'm such a bad friend (I'm such a bad friend)
