seven years and now i'm learning how to live without somebody standing beside me seven years in the same damn story same four walls same old names now i'm waking up alone and everything feels rearranged i've got half a life in boxes memories i can't delete and a silence in the bedroom that i never asked to keep yeah i'm angry yeah i'm hurting yeah some nights i barely sleep but nobody gets to write my ending just because they left me weak i lost the future i pictured lost the person i knew but somewhere underneath all that i'm still fucking here too i'm still here still breathing through the weight still here even when i fucking hate this place seven years gone but i ain't gone with it if life wants a fight then i'm still in it i'm still here that's enough tonight i've had days where getting dressed felt harder than it should had to learn the shape of silence had to learn i actually could no one tells you how strange it is to get your own life back how freedom can feel empty when you're used to sharing every track i don't need some perfect answer i don't need to fake i'm fine i just need to make it through one fucking day at a time maybe i don't know where i'm going maybe i don't need to yet i've survived every version of myself i thought i'd never get past i'm still here still breathing through the weight still here even when i fucking hate this place seven years gone but i ain't gone with it if life wants a fight then i'm still in it i'm still here still got blood in my veins still got something left they couldn't take away i'm still here
