
Emotionally Pending (Indie)
[Intro] [Instrumental] [Verse 1] Ran into you at the traffic light, You waved like we were still alright. Green turned yellow, I froze in place, Missed my turn just to watch your face. Bought a donut I didn’t need, Still paid extra for the guilt and grease. I’m doing great, can’t you tell by me? I rehearse that lie religiously. [Pre-Chorus] I don’t miss you — I miss the noise, The stupid fights, the broken toys. It’s quiet now and that’s the curse, ‘Cause peace somehow just hurts way worse. [Chorus] (Hey!) I’m okay, just emotionally pending, Smile unbending. Funny how goodbye keeps never ending. (Hey!) Let’s keep it light, don’t make it real, I’ll fake the heal — you fake the deal. Yeah, I’m doing fine — until you speak. [Verse 2] Your name still pops in my autocorrect, Like my phone’s got trust issues yet. I hear our song in a grocery store, Singing heartbreak by aisle four. Your friends say you’re “in a good place,” I hope it’s true — I hope it’s fake. ‘Cause if you’re happy without me there, That means I lost this fair and square. [Pre-Chorus] I don’t stalk you — I just check in, Like concern isn’t a loaded sin. I’ve moved on in theory, not practice, I’m cured except for the damage. [Chorus] (Hey!) I’m okay, just emotionally pending, Smile unbending. Funny how goodbye keeps never ending. (Hey!) Let’s keep it light, don’t make it real, I’ll fake the heal — you fake the deal. Yeah, I’m doing fine — until you speak. [Bridge – Stripped Acoustic, Half-Time Feel] [Soft] I boxed you up in “lessons learned,” But cracked it open when it burned. I tell myself I’m over it, Then trip on every memory. [Build] I want you happy — far away, I want you gone — but here to stay. I hope you miss me just a bit, Not enough to ruin what you fixed. [Final Chorus] (Hey!) I’m okay, just emotionally pending, Still pretending. Love’s a scar that keeps on mending. (Hey!) Let’s keep it light, don’t make it real, I’ll fake the heal — you fake the deal. Yeah, I’m doing fine — until you speak. [Outro – Gang Vocals + Big Drum Fills] (Whoa-oh-oh, I’m good, I swear!) (Whoa-oh-oh, just don’t get near!) (Whoa-oh-oh, still over you — yeah!)

