In Love With a Narcissist” [Intro – soft, distant, like remembering] (…mmm…) I didn’t fall in love… I fell in a trap that felt like love ⸻ [Verse 1 – slow, intimate] You said I was different, I believed that Said you never opened up, I could see that So I gave you all my patience All my time, all my sacred You touched parts of me I kept hidden Made me feel like I was chosen But every door you opened in me Was just another one you’d close in I didn’t notice how you changed me Til I couldn’t find myself I was loving you so deeply I abandoned my own health ⸻ [Pre-Chorus – emotional rise] You had a way of making pain feel necessary Like if it hurt, then it was real And I believed it… I believed you ⸻ 🎵 [Hook – aching, haunting] I was in love with a narcissist Didn’t know love could feel like this Every time I tried to leave, I’d miss The version of you that don’t exist I was in love with a narcissist Fighting for something counterfeit Gave you my soul piece by piece You gave me pain and called it bliss ⸻ [Verse 2 – deeper, more painful] You’d disappear when I needed you Then come back like nothing happened And I’d forgive you every time Like my heart was just a habit You’d say I’m “too much,” “too emotional” So I learned how to be less But no matter how small I got You still treated me like a mess I was breaking just to keep you Smiling just to hide the strain You were feeding off my loyalty While I was drowning in the pain ⸻ 🎵 [PAIN BREAK – raw, explosive] (voice shaking, stripped down) Why do I miss you… When you the one that hurt me the most? Why do I still see your good side… When I know that version gone? (build, louder, cracked) I KEPT LOVING SOMEBODY— WHO ONLY LOVED CONTROL (drop, almost whisper) …why couldn’t I let go? ⸻ [Silence… breath… soft piano returns] ⸻ [Bridge – clarity forming] It wasn’t love, it was addiction Highs and lows, that contradiction You’d break me down, then pull me close That’s what kept me holding on I confused your inconsistency With passion and intensity But real love don’t leave you empty Don’t make you question everything Maybe you were hurting too Maybe that’s all you could give But I can’t keep losing me Just to stay where you live ⸻ 🎵 [Final Hook – powerful, rising] I was in love with a narcissist Now I see through all of it Every lie, every twist I survived what you did I was in love with a narcissist But I’m choosing me over this You can’t have my heart again I won’t break for you again ⸻ [Outro – soft, healed but emotional] I thought losing you would break me… …but losing myself almost did (soft exhale…) And I won’t go back there again
