[atmospheric intro] [syncopated backbeat] [background voices, refrain, muted] Things just don't feel good anymore all I got is a house and a family I ain't tryin' to worry 'bout more [soft keys] [verse] look... I'm not sure that I wanna be grown whole world fulla shit I never known all the love I had been put on blast crashin' out at home with a heart of stone why's it gotta be like this between you and me? Did you know I was ready to be free? on a leash, need a freak, not a tweak treat the world like shit then you spill some tea cuz if I wanted perfect I'da fuckin' let you be [background voices] feelin tired feelin tired feelin tired yeah [instrumental] [verse] I thought we were all better than we really are all the scars over money and cars I just can't' do this anymore got me out here too far too far with my feelings on my sleeve too far cuz I got no place to grieve this just ain't like me but what can I do too far down got me feeling like I can't breathe all the things you told me growin' up man they ain't true spent a lotta years tryna fix the shit that you broke in two Got a lot of problems and I know that 99 are you Tired of the games and I'm tired of the pain Tired of feeling like I'm always takin blame You the first saw me just for what I was tried to change me into something not sure what made myself become the things you want broke my own heart now I can't even trust trust my mom, or my girl, or my kids or my love heart beat quiet cuz it's used to takin shots liquor to my liver and the punches to my gut cuts deep to the heart man I thought that it was love sometimes life don't take the hint when you had enough [background voices] feelin tired feelin tired feelin tired yeah [ambient instrumental] [soft keys] [background voices, refrain, muted] Things just don't feel good anymore all I got is a house and a family I ain't tryin' to worry 'bout more [verse] eggshell promise that the world is gonna be there stompin on the ground man this world is fulla haters weighed out my options like I'm chargin' by the ounce heart feelin cold so I dress it up in layers ain't a player got a gang of women feelin safer vibin on my own shit but I never seem to mind it workin on my love take a note and maybe try it this is fun, gotta run, you was done, not the one same old pain in my chest gonna try and change it color faded from the world got me black and white lacin' up the shoes like I'm plannin for a fight shit is light, feelin right, but I'll roast you outta' spite [background voices] feelin tired feelin tired feelin tired yeah [melodic singing] why can't I catch a break from this? Why can't I put my faith in this? Why can't I put a name to this? Why can't I shake the blame for this? [instrumental] [instrumental] [outro] [end]