[Verse 1] I hang the lights like decorations, smile for pictures, play along. I laugh at jokes at family dinner, but my laugh don’t last that long. They say “you’re quiet—are you good?” I nod like people think I should. [Chorus] Lights on, heart off, I’m acting like I’m fine. I’m wrapped up in the holiday but losing all my shine. Lights on, heart off, I’m dressed for the show— but I can’t stop seeing you in every glow. [Verse 2] The kids run ‘round the living room, and I pretend I’m not afraid. Afraid that love can disappear like footprints in the sleigh. I keep your name behind my teeth, so nobody sees me bleed. [Chorus] Lights on, heart off, I’m acting like I’m fine. I’m wrapped up in the holiday but losing all my shine. Lights on, heart off, I’m dressed for the show— but I can’t stop seeing you in every glow. [Bridge] When the party ends, I’ll fold the chairs, turn off the sound. Then I’ll finally let the truth hit the floor like it’s allowed. [Final Chorus] Lights on, heart off… I’m still missing you.
