Verse 1: I just want to exist where the emotion is. I just want to feel anything but where the poison lives. I just want to hear anything but that I’m selfish. I just want to disappear where no one’s ever been. I just want to feel human for once inside my skin. Chorus: Maybe I’m sick, there, I said it. Maybe I’m not well, and you’ve read it. Maybe you can tell, I do things then regret it. Maybe I’m fucked up and I need some meds. Maybe all these thoughts are trapped inside my head. Then I give up, believing I’m better off dead Dying alone instead. Verse 2: I just want to measure your love by the pain I give. You just want to heal my wounds instead. I just want to find out what sickness I possess. You just want to know why I live in the lies I built in my head. I just want to bury the damage I caused so we can forget. I just want the skeletons in the past to leave before I confess. You just want me well so we can coexist. But no one knows the catastrophe that follows when I finally admit. Chorus: Maybe I’m sick, there, I said it. Maybe I’m not well, and you’ve read it. Maybe you can tell, I do things then regret it. Maybe I’m fucked up and I need some meds. Maybe all these thoughts are trapped inside my head. Bridge: What do you want from me? Why are you haunting my dreams? Why can’t you leave? What do you need to see to believe? I don’t want your forgiveness, Because it means I’ll have to face reality. Silence is all that I need. Just sit quietly with me. Embrace the secrets that I keep, The ones buried beneath my teeth. Because it only gets darker With every sip you drink. Chorus: Maybe I’m sick, there, I said it. Maybe I’m not well, and you’ve read it. Maybe you can tell, I do things then regret it. Maybe I’m fucked up and I need some meds. Maybe all these thoughts are trapped inside my head. Then I give up, believing I’m better off dead Dying alone instead.
