Verse 1 I keep staring at the ceiling, Counting every reason why, Telling myself I’m okay While I’m falling apart inside. There’s a voice that says I’m finished, Says nobody would even care, But somewhere underneath the silence There’s still a part of me in there. Pre-Chorus And I don’t know how much longer I can carry all this weight, But I’m trying to hold on tonight, Even if it’s barely by a thread. Chorus I’m not gone yet, Even when I wish the hurt would end, I’m still breathing through the darkness, Still reaching for tomorrow again. Maybe I’m broken, maybe I’m tired, Maybe I don’t know what comes next, But I’m not gone yet— So maybe there’s something left. Verse 2 I’ve said goodbye inside my head More times than anyone knows, Made a home inside the sadness 'Cause it’s all I’ve ever known. But there are hands I haven’t held yet, There are places I haven’t seen, And maybe the girl beneath this pain Still deserves to finally breathe. Bridge If tonight feels like forever, I’ll just make it through tonight. I don’t have to solve tomorrow, I just have to stay alive. Let the tears fall where they need to, Let somebody hear me say, “I’m not okay, but I’m still here— And I’m choosing one more day.” Final Chorus I’m not gone yet, Even when the darkness calls my name, I’m still here beneath the wreckage, Still learning how to live through the pain. Maybe I’m hurting, maybe I’m scared, Maybe healing takes some time, But I’m not gone yet— And tonight, I’m choosing to stay alive.
