looking out the window

[Hook] when I’m lookin’ out the windows all I see is rain when I feel my heart beating all I feel is pain steady fallin’ like a tempo drippin’ down my veins when I’m lookin’ out the windows all I see is rain --- [Verse 1] I been tryna shake this feelin’, but it’s clingy like a ghost every memory you left me got me drownin’ on the low said you’d always hold me down, but you let the pressure go now I’m sittin’ in the silence, wonderin’ what I should’ve known You was sunshine in the morning, now it’s storms around my crib all the pictures on my phone feel like things I can’t forgive got me talkin’ to the ceiling, tryna figure how to live with a heart that’s still in pieces and a love I can’t forget --- [Hook] when I’m lookin’ out the windows all I see is rain when I feel my heart beating all I feel is pain steady fallin’ like a tempo drippin’ down my veins when I’m lookin’ out the windows all I see is rain --- [Verse 2] I keep scrolling through the messages, you know how that goes every “baby I adore you” hit way deeper when it’s cold you were warmth, you were shelter, now I'm out here on my own and I'm tryna move forward, but my past won’t let me go I been drinkin’ just to numb it, but that numb don’t ever stay I been prayin’ for a sunrise that could wash this hurt away but the clouds keep gettin’ darker, and the thunder know my name guess the weather matches everything that’s left inside my brain --- [Hook] when I’m lookin’ out the windows all I see is rain when I feel my heart beating all I feel is pain steady fallin’ like a tempo drippin’ down my veins when I’m lookin’ out the windows all I see is rain