longing (for aff) i am free of want and free of lack all that i have sought has been received why am i so eager to go back? evening settled into velvet black the city breathed as though strangely relieved i am free of want and free of lack it seems that for success i have a knack no debt unpaid, no promise unachieved why am i so eager to go back? no mysteries remained i could unpack all fear of sorrow seemed so ill-conceived i am free of want and free of lack yet through the drifting faces of the pack where questions linger still they feel aggrieved why am i so eager to go back? nothing was wrong, but much still felt offtrack longing still remained, too clear perceived i am free of want and free of lack why am i so eager to go back? why am i so eager to go back? rjh 23jun2026 ~ inspired by AdrenalineFueledFaders, "Richard Understands the Trap" https://suno.com/song/c50df943-b72b-4a0f-87d8-724753598789 hear these stories develop ... playlist : Unpublished https://suno.com/playlist/badb752b-c31e-420c-ba9c-225e59ebd2c4 https://suno.com/@adrenalinebeats ~ style inspired by The Dreamer aka Paul Fisher, "In Search of Solid Ground" https://suno.com/song/a321bd84-7c87-4057-bfe3-452a7f51879f illustration by rjh and chat-gpt 5.5 guitars :: prs : angelus, hollowbody ii, custom 24
