
模倣犯
誰だって、青い時があったから、今の自分がある。 そしてきっと、あの頃の続きを今も生きている。 Everyone had their blue days once. That's how we became who we are today. And somehow, we're still living the unfinished days we left behind. --- 模倣犯 [Verse 1] 放課後はいつも楽器握って 誰かを真似たアルペジオ弾いて 憧れの影をなぞってるだけで 指先が少し痛くなって 中古のエフェクター繋いで 借り物みたいなノイズ出して 僕の音なんて見つからなくて 窓の外だけ暗くなって [Chorus 1] 借りてきたこのコード進行で ツギハギだらけのこの声で 見てくれだけのこの物語で 「君のことが」とか叫んじゃって 聞き飽きたよな言葉ばかりで 誰かが描いた夢ばかりで 結局何も分からなくて 僕のものだと勘違いして [Instrumental Break] [Bridge] 誰かの言葉のリフレインで 今日も息を繋いでいて 僕の言葉は何処にある?って 問いだけが鳴り続けて [Chorus 2] 何処かで聴いたコード進行で 誰かに似せたこの声で 雰囲気だけのこの物語で 「朝は来るさ」とか叫んじゃって 本当は何も持ってなくて 誰かの残響ばかり追って 結局は空っぽのままで 飲み込めないまま立ち尽くして [Instrumental Break] [Final chorus] 誰かみたいには なれなくて 僕自身にさえ なれなくて 模倣犯にすら なれなくて それでも明日を描こうとして [Outro] 今でも僕は藻掻いたままで --- Imitator [Verse 1] After school I always held my guitar Playing arpeggios borrowed from someone else Just tracing the shadows of admiration Till the tips of my fingers started to ache Plugging into a secondhand effect pedal Making noises that never felt like mine I couldn't find a sound I could call my own While the sky outside slowly turned dark [Chorus 1] With this borrowed chord progression With this patched-up voice of mine In this story built on appearances I keep shouting things like "I love you" Nothing but words I've heard too many times Nothing but dreams somebody else designed In the end I still don't understand a thing Mistaking them for something that was mine [Instrumental Break] [Bridge] Living on the refrain of someone else's words Just trying to make it through another day Where are the words that belong to me? Only the question keeps ringing on [Chorus 2] With a chord progression I've heard somewhere before With a voice shaped to sound like someone else In this story made of atmosphere alone I keep shouting things like "The sun will rise" Truth is I never had anything at all Just chasing after someone else's echoes Remaining hollow in the end Standing still with feelings I can't swallow [Instrumental Break] [Final Chorus] I could never become somebody else I couldn't even become myself Couldn't even become an imitator Still trying to sketch tomorrow somehow [Outro] And even now I'm still struggling on

