[Intro] I close my eyes But the city stays awake I hear the noise Inside me [Verse 1] I keep a photograph Of someone I don't know A face I used to recognize Before I let it go I tell myself I'm fine I say it every night But every word becomes a lie When I'm alone with the light The room is getting smaller The ceiling feels too close I keep running from the silence Because that's where I know myself the most [Pre-Chorus] Can you hear me Underneath this skin? Can you see me Trying not to disappear again? [Chorus] I don't know who I am When nobody is watching I don't know where I stand When everything is fading I'm holding on To a voice I barely know If I lose myself tonight Will I find my way back home? After the noise After the noise Will there be anything left of me? [Verse 2] I remember all the nights I wanted to be someone Someone strong enough to leave Someone brave enough to run But every road I chose Was leading back to here To every little thing I buried Every word I couldn't hear I thought I needed answers I thought I needed more But maybe I've been searching For a reason to forgive myself before [Pre-Chorus] Can you hear me Underneath the sound? Can you feel me When I'm falling through the ground? [Chorus] I don't know who I am When nobody is watching I don't know where I stand When everything is fading I'm holding on To a voice I barely know If I lose myself tonight Will I find my way back home? After the noise After the noise Will there be anything left of me? [Guest Rap] I keep a list of every failure Like a record in my head Every promise that I broke Every word I should have said I learned how to smile When I wanted to disappear Learned how to call it growing up When it was really just fear I don't blame the city I don't blame the night I don't blame the people Who were trying to make it right Maybe all this time I've been fighting with a ghost Maybe the person that I hated Was the one I needed most So I let the memory breathe I let the old wounds speak I don't need to kill the past Just to become me [Quiet Interlude] No lights No voices No signal Just me For once I don't need to run For once I can stay [Build] If I fall Let me fall If I break Let me break I don't have to be Everything Tonight [Final Chorus] I don't know who I am But I'm finally listening I don't know where I'll go But I'm tired of pretending I'm holding on To the voice I used to know Maybe losing myself Was the way I found my way home After the noise After the noise I can finally hear my heartbeat After the noise After the noise There's still something left of me [Ecstatic Instrumental Outro] I am still here I am still here I am still here Even after everything I am still here I am still here I am still here And for tonight That's enough [Outro] The city is sleeping The lights are fading And somewhere inside me Something is breathing again
