I'm drowning out the noise That keeps me up late at night Dogs barking, thoughts harking Back to days when things were right When days were better than the nights I'm drowning out the noise Screaming at the voices in my head And they're screaming back at me Say they wish that I were dead But wishing's never given much to me I'm drowning out the noise Shaking angry fists up at the sky It's such a bitter root I'm tasting Clock is ticking off the time, but it's time that I am wasting Every moment, a vapor disappearing in vibration So I'm drowning out the noise I'm seeking my repose In faded memories and sentimental throes But the memories get distorted By the shame, regret and woes So I keep drowning out the noise With alcohol and dark perversion Thoughts of why and "what if" cursing Behind each thought a demon's lurking Stealing every little joy As I'm drowning out the noise Head spinning like possession Remaining upright is obsession But obsession makes me dizzy And dizzy feels like it's drowning me in questions, like... Will I keep drowning out the noise? Or am I just drowning?
