𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝘿𝙖𝙮

Every time I build it up, it falls before the sunrise. Every door I open somehow closes in my eyes. I’m tired of saying, “Soon,” like I believe it too, When every promise that I made still feels overdue. If love could pay the bills, we’d never lose sleep. If hope was all it took, we’d already be free. So I smile when they’re watching, Break when I’m alone! Carry all this pressure, Like it’s all I’ve ever known! Maybe one day all these almosts turn into memories! Maybe every broken chapter writes the life she sees in me! Until then I’ll keep running, even when my legs give out. Not because I never doubt… Because I won’t let love down! My friends call when they’re lost, they think I know the way! So I hide another battle just to help them through the day! They say I’m built for pressure, like it doesn’t leave a scar! Nobody ever asks... how heavy all these hopes are. Maybe one day all these almosts turn into memories! Maybe every broken chapter writes the life she sees in me! Until then I’ll keep running, even when my legs give out. Not because I never doubt… Because I won’t let love down! Some nights I stare at ceilings, wonder where I went wrong! How can I keep leading when I don’t feel that strong?! WHO DO I LEAN ON?! If tomorrow finally calls my name, Tell her every sleepless night was worth the wait. Everything I carried wasn’t just for me… It was for the people who believed.