Wishing on a Star Too High
WISHING ON A STAR TOO HIGH [Verse 1] I’m not what I was hoping to be you’re clearly looking for another man another selection another type and I finally understand I ain’t sad mad and I ain’t mad at you I’m mad at me for believing something that was never gonna come true For wishing on a star so high what the fuck was I thinking I was never gonna reach you I was already falling while I thought I was climbing [Chorus] You’re too good for me and I’m just a lowlife piece of shit that nobody really cares about let alone wants to be with I was stupid thinking you wanted me stupid thinking you still saw something in me I pictured things that were never there and convinced myself you still cared I wished on a star too high knowing I could never touch the sky and I can’t even blame you the only pendejo here was I [Verse 2] I was a complete pendejo thinking you’d still want me that way thinking maybe your sexual fantasies would have my name someday Thinking you’d be that sweet woman that still wanted to be pleased by me but maybe that was just another movie I kept playing inside of me I’m a nobody that’s how it feels tonight not even a woman with an old-ass husband would choose me if she had the right So what made me think a woman who already left here with so many options around her would ever want me near [Pre-Chorus] And that’s the part that fucking hurts it ain’t what you did it’s what I believed I built a whole world from a little bit of hope then watched that motherfucker collapse on top of me [Chorus] You’re too good for me and I’m just a lowlife piece of shit that nobody really cares about let alone wants to be with I was stupid thinking you wanted me stupid thinking you still saw something in me I pictured things that were never there and convinced myself you still cared I wished on a star too high knowing I could never touch the sky and I can’t even blame you the only pendejo here was I [Bridge] I promise I’ll try try try really fucking hard not to discuss you and I’m sorry if sometimes I do please I hope you understand You’re my dream girl and I can’t help it I can’t just shut these feelings off like they never existed I’ll try try try to keep your name out of my mouth but how do I stop talking about the woman I dreamed my whole life about I’m sorry if I slip sometimes I swear it ain’t to bother you I’m just trying to accept the truth that my dream girl was never dreaming about me too [Verse 3] You never promised me the stars I’m the idiot who reached that high you never told me I could have you I’m the one who believed my own lie Maybe I saw what I wanted to see maybe hope made a fool out of me I wanted so badly to be your type I forgot I can’t force a dream into real life And I know you got options I know you can choose that’s why I can’t be angry if the man you want ain’t me It just hurts knowing I let myself believe that out of everybody you could have somehow you might choose me [Final Chorus] You’re too good for me maybe I finally see I kept wishing you’d look my way and somehow still choose me But I ain’t mad at you I swear I’m only mad at me for wishing on a star so fucking high when I knew what I would never be What the fuck was I thinking thinking I could ever reach you I should’ve known from the beginning I was never gonna be your type [Outro] I promise I’ll try try try even if sometimes I don’t know how and if your name slips out again I’m sorry now You’re my dream girl I can’t help that part of me but maybe loving you from far away is all that’s left for me I ain’t mad at you I could never blame you for goodbye I’m just mad at the man in the mirror for wishing on a star too high next time I’ll wish that in my other life I’m a littllleee… bitttt.. mooorree handsome so at least one girl respects me and wants me in that life time
