[Intro] Life’s a fight, and I’m losin’ the rounds, Every thought in my head tryna drag me down. If this is what “living” is supposed to be, Then why the hell does it feel like it’s killin’ me? ⸻ [Verse 1] Wake up to the silence, pain is my assignment, Mirror shows a stranger, I don’t like who I’m alignin’. Smiles feel fake, I ain’t buyin’ what they sellin’, They say “life’s a blessing,” but my brain just keeps rebellin’. Heart heavy, chest tight, can’t find a lifeline, Prayin’ for the daylight, drownin’ in the night time. Everybody’s screamin’ “you just gotta keep the faith,” But faith don’t fix the demons when they’re gnawin’ at your face. ⸻ [Hook] I hate bein’ here, hate breathin’ air, Hate wakin’ up like nobody cares. I scream but the walls just stare, Life ain’t fair — but who said it’s fair? I hate bein’ here, hate bein’ me, Hate that I’m stuck in this misery. If this is livin’, then I disagree, I hate life — but life don’t hate me. ⸻ [Verse 2] Look, I’m boxed in, locked in, mind’s a coffin, Every single thought that I got is toxic. Tried prayin’, tried runnin’, tried droppin’ Every single tear, but it still ain’t stoppin’. I’m hostile, volatile, bottled inside, Got a smile on my face but it’s just a disguise. I despise every second that I feel alive, If death’s a vacation, then book me a flight. People say I’m crazy, people say “relax,” Like anxiety don’t tie a rope around my back. I’m collapsin’, snappin’, no brakes, just gas, If life is a joke — then I’m stuck in the past. ⸻ [Hook – Aggressive] I HATE THIS PLACE, I HATE THIS LIFE, I HATE MYSELF, AND I HATE MY MIND! I’M BREAKIN’ DOWN, I’M LOSIN’ TIME, IF THIS IS LIVING — THEN STRIKE ME BLIND! I HATE THIS WORLD, I HATE THIS PAIN, I HATE THESE CHAINS THAT STAY IN MY BRAIN! I SCREAM TO THE SKY BUT IT STAYS THE SAME, LIFE DON’T LISTEN — IT JUST PLAYS ITS GAME! ⸻ [Verse 3] Yeah, I’m cracked like the pavement, shattered foundation, Every thought I got is an abomination. Spit venom in a rhythm, demolition in the system, If life’s got rules then I don’t wanna live ‘em. I’m sick of bein’ told “it’s just a phase,” Sick of bein’ trapped in this mental cage. I’m enraged, disengaged, but my pen’s the blade, So I bleed on the page ‘til the pain gets slayed. No brakes, no stop, I’m a runaway train, Brain’s insane — thunder mixed with rain. Tryna bury me alive but I’ll rip the chains, If I burn in the fire, then I’ll spark the flames! ⸻ [Hook] I hate bein’ here, hate breathin’ air, Hate wakin’ up like nobody cares. I scream but the walls just stare, Life ain’t fair — but who said it’s fair? I hate bein’ here, hate bein’ me, Hate that I’m stuck in this misery. If this is livin’, then I disagree, I hate life — but life don’t hate me. ⸻ [Verse 4] I’m sick of the noise in my brain, it’s static, Every single thought I get is manic, tragic. Tryna hold me down? Better bring a casket, ‘Cause I break through chains like a bomb — no gasket. I’m drastic, spastic, words do damage, Spit ‘em automa
