[Intro] Yeah… How much can someone lose before they stop believing? How many times can hope get ripped away before it stops coming back? I’ve spent my whole damn life wondering if I’m fighting a battle I was never meant to win. I’m still standing… But I’m getting tired of standing alone. [Verse 1] I’ve been carrying weight that nobody could ever see, Smiling through the damage while it’s swallowing me. Every time I stand up, something knocks me right back, Like life keeps a score and I’m losing every match. I’ve watched every blessing slowly slip through my hands, Built up hope just to watch it turn to sand. Tell me, what the hell did I do to earn this pain? Why’s every little victory followed up by rain? I’ve tried being patient, I’ve tried letting go, I’ve searched for answers that I’ll probably never know. Every step I take feels like I’m sinking beneath, Trying to stay alive while I’m running out of peace. I’m sick of saying, “Maybe it’ll all get better,” I’ve been chasing that lie through every kind of weather. Feels like fate already wrote the ending for my name, So why the hell am I still playing this game? [Pre-Chorus] Am I cursed? Or was I never meant to win? Every time I heal a little, Something tears me down again. How many more pieces can I lose Before there’s nothing left within? [Chorus] I’m done trying to outrun all this pain. Done believing tomorrow’s gonna change. Every time I finally breathe, Something steals that air from me. I’m so damn tired of falling apart, Living every day with another shattered heart. If everything I love keeps fading away, Tell me why the hell should I stay the same? I’ve given everything I’ve ever had to give, Just trying to find a reason left to live. I’m done trying… Yeah, I’m done trying. [Verse 2] All I ever wanted was a moment of peace, Just one damn chapter where the hurt would release. But every time I reach it, it slips right through my hands, Like happiness was never part of any plans. Then you walked in and everything felt alive, You reminded me there was still something inside. You became the calm inside my endless storm, The only place my shattered soul ever felt warm. I love you with every beat I’ve got left to give, You’re the reason I still remember how to live. But deep inside I already know how this ends, With silence replacing everything we meant. I hate that my heart already sees goodbye, Before we’ve even reached the other side. I’m terrified of loving this damn much, Knowing someday I’ll lose your touch. Maybe I’m wrong… God, I hope I am, But life has taught me never to trust its plans. [Pre-Chorus 2] Every good thing I’ve ever held Always slipped away somehow. So tell me… Why should this be different now? [Chorus] I’m done trying to outrun all this pain. Done believing tomorrow’s gonna change. Every time I finally breathe, Something steals that air from me. I’m so damn tired of falling apart, Living every day with another shattered heart. If everything I love keeps fading away, Tell me why the hell should I stay the same? I’ve given everything I’ve ever had to give, Just trying to find a reason left to live. I’m done trying… Yeah, I’m done trying. [Verse 3] I’ve fought battles that nobody ever knew, Kept showing up when I was already through. Kept giving pieces of myself away, Hoping someone else might find a better day. Maybe that’s just who I’ll always be, Even when there’s almost nothing left of me. If I can ease somebody else’s pain, Maybe all of mine wasn’t lived in vain. But I’m exhausted from carrying this weight, Watching every good thing disappear the same. I don’t need promises that fade with time, I just want one reason this life is still mine. I’m running on faith that’s wearing thin, Trying to quiet every war within. Still, there’s a heartbeat that refuses to quit, Even when my mind says, “This is it.” Maybe that’s hope… Or maybe I’m just too damn stubborn to finally give in. [Final Chorus] I’m done trying to pretend I’m okay. Done telling everybody I’ll find a way. I’m tired of wondering what I did wrong, Why every good thing never stays for long. Still a part of me refuses to die, Even when I’m asking myself, “Why try?” Maybe tomorrow brings something I can’t see, Maybe someday peace remembers me. Until that moment, I’ll carry this fight, Even when I can’t see any light. I’m done trying to be someone who never breaks… I’m just trying to survive whatever tomorrow takes. I’m done trying… I’m so damn tired of trying… Just let me know… Will happiness ever find me? Or was I always meant… To keep searching?
