Verse 1 Don’t go to weddings, no not anymore Cuz I have these panic attacks at the door Did you know that the scars are still so visible? I stare at pictures of you on one knee In disbelief you rewrote history And the promise you broke is unforgivable Pre-Chorus You twisted fairytales into a nightmare Chorus I don’t wanna call you, but I do I don’t wanna miss you, but I do I just wanna kill you like it kills me Thinking 'bout the way I’m still not over you I don’t wanna cry, but then I do I don’t wanna kiss you, but I do I just wanna throw away the ring Put on a black dress, tell the world I don’t love you Wish I could say I don’t, but I do Verse 2 My save the dates are scattered on the floor Mixed in with tears as I play my guitar All the songs I can’t listen to anymore Love bombs, they fell to earth so perfectly Then blew up once you had control of me Now I’m searching through ashes from a time before Pre-Chorus You twisted fairytales into a nightmare Chorus I don’t wanna call you, but I do I don’t wanna miss you, but I do I just wanna kill you like it kills me Thinking 'bout the way I’m still not over you I don’t wanna cry, but then I do I don’t wanna kiss you, but I do I just wanna throw away the ring Put on a black dress, tell the world I don’t love you Wish I could say I don’t, but I do Bridge Wish I could say I don’t, but I do Wish I could say I don’t, but I do Wish I could say I don’t, but I do [Dialogue Monologue] "Let’s be honest. We all had that fairytale. The one that got twisted... broken. And you're left holding the pieces, screaming inside, 'I don’t want to feel this!' But you do. And that feels like the biggest failure of all, doesn't it? To still love the ghost of what you lost. But what if that feeling isn't a cage? What if it's the key? That 'I do'... it's not a yes to them anymore. It's a yes to your own heart. To every raw, messy, unforgivable truth of what you lived through. It's you saying, 'I DO acknowledge this pain. I DO honor this scar.' And from that honest place—not from a place of pretending you're fine—that's where you truly begin to change the story. So put on the black dress. Mourn the dream. Throw the ring. Reclaim your hand. But do it knowing that the love you're letting go of... it becomes the love you finally give to yourself. Your greatest love story isn't behind you. It's the one you're about to tell, starring you." (Chorus x2 key change up) I don’t wanna call you, but I do I don’t wanna miss you, but I do I just wanna kill you like it kills me Thinking 'bout the way I’m still not over you I don’t wanna cry, but then I do I don’t wanna kiss you, but I do I just wanna throw away the ring Put on a black dress, tell the world I don’t love you Wish I could say I don’t, but I do
