[Verse] You cry like it's instinct Right on time, every time You're a bad actress, though And I can see through your lies You show up shaking, voice on cue Like every room belongs to you You say you're scared that they'll walk away Then leave before they get the chance to stay You pull them close just to test the grip Counting every flaw, and every slip You call it love when you need a fix Then call it pain when you're sick of shit [Pre-Chorus] You swear you're drowning every night But you're the one who tries to hide You try to beg for something real Then spiral when you start to feel [Chorus] You're all need, no weight No give, all gain You throw a fit and disappear Then show back up like nothing changed Beg us not to go, then slam the door Like you haven't done this all before You say you're scared, say I'm a threat But I'm just the part of you you can't accept [Post-Chorus] You want the forgiveness Without the change It's just the same pattern By a different name [Verse 2] You wear your guilt like it's designer pain Switch it out when it starts to stain Every promise shatters on the floor When you find something you like more You say you love her, and say it's real Then chase anyone else to try to feel But you won't leave, no, you're not that brave You just pace the bars of the cage you made You don't want love, you want a distraction Something loud enough to drown Whatever's waiting when it's quiet And now, no one's left around [Pre-Chorus] You hate yourself, I see you clear That's why you always disappear You don't know loyalty, or how to stay Just use people till they're in your way [Chorus] You're all need, no weight No give, all gain You throw a fit and disappear Then show back up like nothing changed Beg us not to go, then slam the door Like you haven't done this all before You say you're scared, say I'm a threat But I'm just the mirror of your regret [Post-Chorus] You want the forgiveness Without the change It's just the same pattern By a different name [Bridge] You burn the bridge while still standing there Then choke on smoke, claiming it's unfair You cause the flood while tied and bound And then act shocked when you fucking drown You don't hate me, you hate the fact I don't bend or play games back I don't chase, I don't pretend And I won't let you try to defend [Break] I'm matching your energy, babes Don't like it? Sucks to suck You fucking hate yourself, and it shows You always bring yourself to new lows I don't pity you the same way that you do But I'm amazed by your selfishness Bitch, fuck you Every word you ever threw I handed right back You're as fake as they come And that's just fact Call me a cunt for not collapsing And not begging for you to stay But I'm just treating you exactly The way you treat everything [Chorus] You're all need, no weight No give, no spine You take until there's nothing left Then say, "it wasn't by design" You're a cycle dressed like confusion Half-formed truths, and full aggression You destroy the ones that try to love you Then act like they walked away from you You say you're scared like I'm a threat As if I'm something to survive But I'm the ugly you can't outrun That's waiting when you look inside Call me a bitch, call me whatever you need You're now the one who taught us to leave [Post-Chorus] You want the forgiveness Without the change It's just the same pattern By a different name [Outro] You did this There's no one left to leave There's no one left to blame Just you How sad is that You'll always be the same "Don't worry, Maddy. This one's definitely not about you... Hahaha"
