# AFTER LIFE [Verse 1] I feel sad all the time now I'm not the person I was I lost most of me somewhere All the good, all the love I don't feel joy I don't feel much Nothing seems to reach me Nothing feels enough [Pre-Chorus] They think I'm okay They think I'm getting through They think this is a moment Something I'll outgrow But this isn't a moment This is every day I remember who I was But I can't find the way [Chorus] This is my after life I'm still here But I'm not alive Like I was This is my after life I remember the feeling Of being someone I could love [Post-Chorus] After life After life I remember I remember After life After life But I don't feel Like me [Verse 2] So I make an impression Of the person they know I smile at the right moments I say I'm doing okay I know how to look normal I know what to say But when the room goes quiet It all falls away [Pre-Chorus] I want to be normal I want to feel again I want to wake up And recognize myself [Chorus] This is my after life I'm still here But I'm not alive Like I was This is my after life I remember the feeling Of being someone I could love [Breakdown] I know what normal feels like I just can't get there I know who I used to be He's still somewhere I'm trying I'm trying But I'm weak [Final Chorus] This is my after life I'm still here But I'm not alive Like I was This is my after life I remember the feeling Of being someone I could love [Outro] After life After life I'm still here But I'm not me
