Verse 1 I see you in every reflection I pass, Your face in the windows, your breath in the glass, I wear you like skin I can’t take off, I don’t need a reason, I don’t need to learn, Your name in my mouth like a chemical taste, I’m high off the thought of you ruining my brain. ⸻ Pre-Chorus I know you’re no good, I know you’re a lie, But you’re the only thing that makes me feel alive. ⸻ Chorus You’re my neon addiction, my midnight disease, I don’t wanna be cured, I just wanna believe, That loving you’s better than being okay, So I keep letting you pull me away. You’re my beautiful poison, my favorite mistake, I don’t wanna be sober, I want you this way, I glow when I’m dying, I break when you stay, You’re my neon addiction, I don’t wanna change. ⸻ Verse 2 I kiss other boys just to practice your mouth. Your silence is louder than when you would scream, I’m begging your ghost to come back and be mean, I miss when you hurt me, at least I could feel, Now I’m just a heart with no skin left to peel. ⸻ Pre-Chorus I pray to your shadow, I drink to your name, I’d rather be burning than feel nothing again. ⸻ Chorus You’re my neon addiction, my midnight disease, I don’t wanna be cured, I just wanna believe, That loving you’s better than being okay, So I keep letting you pull me away. You’re my beautiful poison, my favorite mistake, I don’t wanna be sober, I want you this way, I glow when I’m dying, I break when you stay, You’re my neon addiction, I don’t wanna change. ⸻ Bridge If loving you’s wrong, I don’t wanna be right, I’d rather be yours than be free for my life, You ruin me slowly, you do it so kind, You’re the only bad habit I don’t wanna fight. ⸻ Final Chorus (lift) You’re my neon addiction, my midnight disease, I don’t wanna be cured, I just wanna believe, That loving you’s better than being okay, So I keep letting you pull me away. You’re my beautiful poison, my favorite mistake, I don’t wanna be sober, I want you this way, I glow when I’m dying, I break when you stay, You’re my neon addiction, I don’t wanna change. ⸻ Outro So leave me in pieces, at least I’m with you, I’d rather be broken than lonely without you.
