[Instrumental] [Verse 1] When I’m comin’ down the room starts spinning slow Every noise in my head sounds like a name I already know Did I fuck it up again? Did I drain you dry? You’re still sitting here while I’m learning how to die Blunt in the ashtray, purple smoke like a ghost I’m trying not to need you but I need you the most If I walk out this door just to prove that I’m fine I’ll still feel you in the bed like a bruise in my mind [Pre-Chorus] I say I don’t care if you’re tired of the weight But my hands keep reaching for the same damn place You already see the mess, you already know the score So why do I still beg you to look at me more? [Chorus] Why am i Still me ? Why am i Still me ? Why am i Still me ? Still me .. Still me .. [Verse 2 I keep acting cold like the distance is protection But the second you go quiet I start begging for connection I don’t stare at nobody the way I stare at you Like you’re the only light that still cuts through the blue Wilted flower on my wrist, purple ends in my hair I’m carrying the dead while you’re still standing there I tell myself I’m independent, I tell myself I’m strong Then I fall apart the second that you’re gone too long [Pre-Chorus] I say I don’t care if you’re tired of the weight But my hands keep reaching for the same damn place You already see the mess, you already know the score So why do I still beg you to look at me more? [Chorus] Why am i Still me? Why am i Still me ? Why am i Still me ? Still me... Still me ... [Bridge] My arms are searching in the dark for your skin I’m half in love with the fall and the way you let me in If I need to go just to show you that I’m fine… (soft scream) I’m not fine I’m not fine I’m not fine [Breakdown] STILL ME! WHEN THE ROOM STARTS TO CAVE! STILL ME! WHEN I’M TOO SCARED TO STAY! STILL ME! WHEN THE HIGH STARTS TO FADE! DON’T LOOK AWAY— IT’S STILL ME! [Final Chorus] Why am Still me ? Why Still me ? Still me Im Still me... Still me ..
