Evolution into Ruins

yo you ever been with someone for so long thats all you know then all the sudden it's over your worlds flipped upside down everything's confusing your life and environment instantly changed forever (forever, forever, forever,) [Chorus] Evolution into ruins, watch our kingdom turn to dust All our promises in pieces, all that’s left is broken trust We were galaxies colliding, now I’m staring at the moon Trying to find the light inside this evolution into ruins unfinished relentless questions I've invested in this restless fighting sleep thought's lingering horror in my dreams thought's of us echoing everyone's testing me I'm on edge she saw the best of me all I see is visions of what we used to be she was through with me I never meant to hurt you there's no one on this earth dude that makes me feel the way you do my worlds hating like someone did some voodoo dealing with the residual's with a pistol I grip too so unresolved I just want to kiss you now I'm drifting missing the thing's we used to do let me come visit you I feel hallow I need a house with a view I'm trapped I ache and lack so many thing's just yearning for your energy instead ghosted till the end of me see your text was bitter sweet I got a girl thats never heard us bleed you know love isn't free right now this isn't me I've pushed all my feeling's deep where is my family can't we keep making history without being pissed at me please I need you unspoken words regret that I let you down left the house took the couch ouch the distance this instance I'm a criminal your still mystical a gypsy that likes rock and roll I'm in a hole about to fold so cold and old I void what I'm told fading how do I break this mold my memory's of defending feesh make my heart bleed hiding in the shadows of the tree feeling ugly a big dummy fragmented becoming the enemy drain unheard she's telling me to keep my lips sealed this isn't real a buzzkill it's remnant all the what-if's lost who does this frozen because this chick I was such a dick it makes me sick I'm bruised we can be friends if you choose in this we all loose your unreachable cuz you blocked this fool remember when you went to Beauty school and when we'd swim in our pool these thought's are persistent what I said I meant hopefully I make a dent and you see the afterglow before I choke there's still hope you were so dope replaying trying to cope full of sorrow so far yo it's hard tho we would shoots stars own black cars out of this world like mars I'll fight hard to get to you this isn't through I'll stick a dude it's pitiful your beautiful so fucking beautiful [Hook] Evolution into ruins, I still feel you in my veins Every memory a weapon, every heartbeat speaks your name From the ashes of our madness, I’m still reaching out to you If loving you’s my downfall, I’ll evolve into these ruins for you