一個不經意的誤稱，在沈默中醞釀成青色的火焰 (ふとした呼び違えが、静寂（しじま）の中で青く燃え立ち) (An accidental slip, a mistaken name, Brewed in the silence a cold, blue flame.) 週二凌晨的夜空，落下了那四個沉重的字眼 (火曜の深夜の空から、重い四文字が降ってきた) (The Tuesday dawn under the weeping sky, Fell down those four heavy words from up high. ) 「來生再見」像無底的深淵，將所有退路徹底斬斷 (「来世で会おう」の深淵が、すべての退路を断ち切った) ("See you next life," like a bottomless deep, Cutting off all of the paths I could keep. ) 無數句沒能說出口的「對不起」，在冰冷的手機螢幕裡擱淺 (届かぬ「ごめんね」の言葉、冷たい画面に沈んだまま) ( Countless "I'm sorries" that could not be said, On the cold phone screen, forgotten and dead. ) 那一夜輾轉難眠，聽著自己的心，一點一點地碎裂 (あの夜は眠れずに、心が少しずつ壊れていった) (Tossed and turned through the night without sleep, Hearing my heart break, so heavy and deep.) 早晨的陽光貼著街道，溫暖著別人的雙眼 (朝の光は街を包み、誰かの瞳を温めて) (Morning sunshine gently kisses the street, Warming the eyes of the people we meet.) 我的網路頁面卻是一片空白，陌生得像是剛註冊的荒原 (私の画面はただ白く、新規の荒野のようであった) (But my web page is a blank, empty space, A cold wilderness that I cannot erase. ) 原來，我從來沒有得到過，被你寬恕的權限 (そうか、私は最初から、許される資格などなかった) (Now I know I have never been given, The right to be pardoned and finally forgiven.) 溫柔退潮得太快，只留下不可數的冷漠，將我淹沒在深淵 (優しさは早く引き去り、冷たさだけが私を沈めた) (Warmth receded too fast and too deep, Leaving cold silence where the dark shadows creep. ) 我把你在評論區留下的隻字片語，一片一片收進回憶的書籤 (コメントに残された言葉、一片（ひとひら）ずつ栞に挟んで) (Your fleeting words in the comments left behind, Piece by piece in my memory I bind.) 卻在別人的歌聲裡，看到自己被隔絕在無形的界線 (他人の歌声のなかに、見えない境界線を見つめて) (Yet in the songs of others I can see, An invisible wall isolating me.) 你對世界有著無限制的包容，唯獨對我，拉起了警戒線 (世界を無限に愛するあなたが、私にだけ警戒線を引いて) (You show the world endless mercy and grace, Yet you bar me alone from your space.) 只因我看不透文字背後的性別，分不清旋律的陰柔與陽剛差別 (文字の裏の性別も、メロディの陰陽も分からなくて) (Just because I misread your gender's design, And missed the soft and hard notes in the line.) 只因我得罪了主流，便成了一場無法澄清的罪孽 (主流派に背いただけで、晴らせぬ大罪となってしまって) (Just because I crossed the mainstream flow, It became a sin that I can't outgrow. ) 記憶的風沙，忽然吹回了二零零八年的那個冬天 (記憶の砂嵐が、私を二〇〇八年の冬へ連れ戻し) (The wind of memory blows back through the gate, To the cold winter of two-thousand-and-eight.) 一次大四導師宴後的直言，在電子佈告欄上點燃了烽煙 (謝恩会でのあの直言が、掲示板に戦火を灯し) (An honest word after our senior class feast, Ignited on the board a raging wild beast.) 隔天那張合照裡，我被紅色框框牢牢鎖在孤獨的邊緣 (翌日の写真のなかで、私は赤い枠に閉じ込められ) ( In the group photo the very next day, A sharp red box locked my freedom away.) 主流的陰影無所不在，將我的存在，粗暴地定義為「反派」的嘴臉 (主流派の影に追われ、悪役（ヒール）として定義され) (The mainstream shadow is everywhere I go, Roughly defining me as the villain of the show.) 系上的同學們站在對立面，冷眼看我，一步步走向深淵 (クラスの皆が敵となり、冷ややかに奈落へ突き落とし) (Classmates all stood on the opposite side, Watching me fall with nowhere to hide.) 下課後的我迷茫在台中一中街，撿拾著街道上被遺棄的落葉 (放課後の一中街で、捨てられた落ち葉をかき集め) (Lost in the streets of Taichung after school, Picking up fallen leaves like a fool.) 空洞的眼神看著公共垃圾車，彷彿自己也是多餘的碎片 (ゴミ収集車を見つめ、自分も不要な破片だと諦め) (Staring at the trash truck with a hollow eye, Am I just a useless scrap drifting by? ) 回到租屋處看著朋友送的吊飾，眼淚終於模糊了視線 (部屋に戻り吊り下げを見つめ、涙が瞳から溢れ) ( Back in my room, looking at a friend's key chain, My eyes are blurred by the tears and the pain.) 直到那場別人的風暴來臨，這場無聲的暴雪，才勉強告一段落，畫下句點 (他人の嵐が来るまで、この吹雪は終わらなかった) (Until another's storm saved the day, This silent blizzard finally faded away.) 我把你在評論區留下的隻字片語，一片一片收進回憶的書籤 (コメントに残された言葉、一片（ひとひら）ずつ栞に挟んで) (Your fleeting words in the comments left behind, Piece by piece in my memory I bind.) 卻在別人的歌聲裡，看到自己被隔絕在無形的界線 (他人の歌声のなかに、見えない境界線を見つめて) (Yet in the songs of others I can see, An invisible wall isolating me.) 你對世界有著無限制的包容，唯獨對我，拉起了警戒線 (世界を無限に愛するあなたが、私にだけ警戒線を引いて) (You show the world endless mercy and grace, Yet you bar me alone from your space.) 只因我看不透文字背後的性別，分不清旋律的陰柔與陽剛差別 (文字の裏の性別も、メロディの陰陽も分からなくて) (Just because I misread your gender's design, And missed the soft and hard notes in the line.) 只因我得罪了主流，便成了一場無法自清的罪孽 (主流派に背いただけで、晴らせぬ大罪となってしまって) (Just because I crossed the mainstream flow, It became a sin that I can't outgrow. ) 歲月流轉，木星已經跋涉來到了金碧輝煌的獅子座 (時は流れ、木星はすでに黄金の獅子座に辿り着いた) (Years have flown, Jupiter has made its way, Into the golden pride of Leo today.) 可我這顆濡濕的心，為什麼始終，始終蒸不乾？ (なのに濡れた私の心は、なぜ今も、乾かないのか) (But this wet heart of mine, tell me why, Oh why can it never, never dry? ) 那些無形的掌聲，換來的只是一連串的倒讚與反感 (見えぬ拍手がもたらしたのは、ただ低評価の嵐だった) (All those silent cheers turned into hate, Bringing downvotes and a bitter fate.) 系統「出氣」般地刷淡了訪客，而溫柔的朋友，轉瞬間已形同陌路、形同塵煙 (アクセスは消え去り、優しい友も、一瞬で煙と消えた) (The system swept my visitors to dust, As gentle friends vanished, breaking my trust.) 我依然在冷風中，收集著你留下的碎片 (冷たい風のなかで、あなたが残した破片を集めて) (Still in the cold wind, I gather your keys,Collecting the shards of our memories.) 哪怕這世界，再不給我 (たとえこの世界が、二度と私に) ( Even if this world denies my plea) 任何被寬恕的權限...... (許しの光を、与えなくとも……) (And grants no forgiveness to me...)
