Can't Love Me Sober

[Verse 1] I guess I am not what you wanted' I guess its what you already chose You wanted space...., Yea, you got it What happened, nobody knows Can never be platonic Keep holding on to the words that you wrote Keep holding on to a promise That I know you already broke Tell me that you want me closer Crying on my god damn shoulder Everything is so much colder Knowing that its almost Didn't even make it to October Just another non-disclosure Couldn't ever love me sober Couldn't ever love me sober [Chorus] You're really sorry You should be sorry You really lost me You really lost me now Couldn't ever love me sober **(Verse 2)** I saw the messages you sent him While I was waiting in the car You told me that you needed distance But you didn't need it far You said I was the one who changed But baby, that's a lie You were already halfway gone With barely a goodbye **(Pre-Chorus)** And I’m still staring at the ceiling Replaying all the scenes Wondering if any of it Ever really meant what it means **(Chorus)** Tell me that you want me closer Crying on my god damn shoulder Everything is so much colder Knowing that it's almost over Didn't even make it to October Just another non-disclosure Couldn't ever love me sober Couldn't ever love me sober **(Bridge)** Was it ever real or just convenience? Just a temporary high? I was building us a home You were just passing by You said you loved the way I loved But maybe that's the curse You wanted all the light I had ’Til I started feeling worse **(Outro)** You're really sorry… You should be sorry… You really lost me… You really lost me now… Couldn't ever love me sober… No, you couldn't love me sober… Not then… Not now… Not ever.