[Intro] I'm happy God gave me a opportunity to open up my eyes again every morning you wake up it's a new day to start something I'll be a better person once again so I'm grateful and I will always will be to be a servant it's the highest gift that God living through this mind frame..allday your DJ spacecloud.!! [Pre-Chorus] I'm trying to make it so I can see it through this mind frame if I draw it if I believe in it I can achieve it through this mind frame [Chorus] if you doubt it you will never believe it going through this mind frame all the things I've been through I will never be the same living through this mind frame [Verse1] no don't nobody want to talk about when I didn't have nobody to help me nobody want to talk about when I was sleeping in my mama been in the car behind the house she wouldn't look out the window to even check on me nobody want to talk about when I didn't have no place to live and nothing to eat nobody want to talk about I have learned more from the streets did my own family nobody want to talk about when I was stuff in newspapers inside my code just to keep myself warm nobody want to talk about all the nights and all the days I have lost because I was torn don't nobody want to talk about when I was asking for a cup to get some water from the spout on the side of the house when everybody close their doors on me and lied on me because they had doubt On me, wishing bad things On me just to talk about me Tried to tare me down that's That shit I think about to myself when I cry at night don't nobody talk bout That frame of mind to even cry those tears, from within [Pre-Chorus] I'm trying to make it so I can see it through this mind frame if I draw it if I believe in it I can achieve it through this mind frame [Chorus] if you doubt it you will never believe it going through this mind frame all the things I've been through I will never be the same living through this mind frame [Verse2] my eyes it's crazy how your family live in a 10 mile radius and nobody will even say nothing Or check on you and ask you how your day is going I started getting a better mind, a better frame of mind when it comes down to my heart and my patience and everything started happening real good for my heart and God gave me the patience that I needed everybody hand out asking me can I have some money because my bill is late and I never turn them down and I give it out to them like I was serving cake but everybody want to bring up the past like it's the present and the hurtful things Playing the blame game Like i dont remember, it was all you the last time we had a family reunion, it wasn't... we gathered together for a funeral that was 2007.. and that's crazy...!!! all the hurtful things that you did, all the doubt, all the fear you put on my heart to make me feel unworthy I wish I would have known back then how you [Pre-Chorus] I'm trying to make it so I can see it through this mind frame if I draw it if I believe in it I can achieve it through this mind frame [Chorus] if you doubt it you will never believe it going through this mind frame all the things I've been through I will never be the same living through this mind frame [Verse3] really felt about me but it's crazy when its your blood against you and your blood tries to turn whats not your blood against you to make me feel like I was never Worthy and that's sad God told me to forgive everybody that was mean to me that I was very mad at I had to throw it up to the sky like it was confetti and never look up at it to know who I am everyday is a celebration to even wake up to see the sun and that's why sometime I be up all night because I don't know what's going to happen when I close my eyes and that's the scary part but if I wake up I'm happy as fuck and that's one thing I can say when I see my wife and we go outside and realize the world has always been against us and I know that's how she feel that's why I hold her tight near me every time we outside dealing with the people in the public everybody's very suspect and them things I have to keep out of my mind when I'm outside dealing with the public God got my back so I know, no fear now [Pre-Chorus] I'm trying to make it so I can see it through this mind frame if I draw it if I believe in it I can achieve it through this mind frame [Chorus] if you doubt it you will never believe it going through this mind frame all the things I've been through I will never be the same living through this mind frame DJ spacecloud DJ spacecloud
