Watching the Crash [Gothic Rock]

Feet hit the cold floor, head heavy as lead Spent the whole damn night wrestling the bed Tossing and turning, rolling side to side Sheets tangled up, nowhere left to hide Standing up wrecked before the sun can rise Another sleepless night burnt in the eyes ​ God damn it, frozen, can't make a move Got urgent shit pending, stuck in this groove Been weeks overdue, just wasting the days Shoving every thought in a mental haze Knowing the fallout letting life slide Got a trainwreck approaching, nowhere to hide! ​ Carrying the weight for anyone else Fixing their problems, putting fears on the shelf But when it comes to saving this damn neck Can't lift a finger to stop the wreck! Staring down the ruin of life and cash! Future and security turning to ash! Caught in a downward spiral, can’t break free Worrying to death instead of rescuing what's left, see! Knows what to do, but completely paralyzed Just watching the crash right before the eyes! ​ Paperwork's a mess, completely trashed Can't sort it out, the engine has crashed Can't find a better way, stuck in the mud Waiting for the drop to turn to a flood Hard looking failure right in the face No one else to blame for losing the race! ​ Carrying the weight for anyone else Fixing their problems, putting fears on the shelf But when it comes to saving this damn neck Can't lift a finger to stop the wreck! ​ Staring down the ruin of life and cash! Future and security turning to ash! Caught in a downward spiral, can’t break free Worrying to death instead of rescuing what's left, see! Knows what to do, but completely paralyzed Just watching the crash right before the eyes! ​ Why all the stress when there's a need to start? "Never put off till tomorrow what can be done today!" This heavy dread is tearing deep inside Throwing every precious second away! Would bleed for a stranger, give 'em every drop got But leaving the future sitting to rot Need to force the hand, make the best of the worst Trapped in a locked head, feeling totally cursed! ​ Staring down the ruin of life and cash! Future and security turning to ash! Caught in a downward spiral, can’t break free! Worrying to death instead of rescuing what's left, see! Knowing what to do, but being paralyzed Watching, waiting to crash right before the eyes! ​ Stuck in the moment, completely frozen... Fixing everyone's problems, leaving self behind... Disaster incoming. Still paralyzed... God damn it!