I woke up mean again Hair like a warning sign Mind on the bedframe Body still sayin' fine Smile like a cut card Talk like I don't care Everybody askin' why Like the answer ain't right there I been readin' my own face Like, damn girl, you look tired Know the root, know the bruise Still feedin' that fire Yeah, I see it I see it too clear Every little reason Just keepin' me here And it pisses me off How I can name the pain Still stand in it Sayin' I'm okay I'm not good, I know it I know it I'm not good, I know it I know it Ain't no ghost in the room It's me, and I show it I'm not good, I know it I know it I'm not good, I know it I know it See the why, see the why Still don't do do nothin' 'bout it Got a whole little library Of my own bad signs Red flags on the table I still call 'em fine Therapy on my phone Unread like a threat I can spell out the damage Then sleep right in it yet Too aware for comfort Too tired for change Mad at the mirror 'Cause it keeps my name Laugh when I should cry Cry when I should move Baby, I'm a tragedy With a pretty good excuse Yeah, I see it I see it too clear Every little reason Just keepin' me here And it pisses me off How I can name the pain Still stand in it Sayin' I'm okay I'm not good, I know it I know it I'm not good, I know it I know it Ain't no ghost in the room It's me, and I show it I'm not good, I know it I know it I'm not good, I know it I know it See the why, see the why Still don't do do nothin' 'bout it Watch me hold a note too long Watch me bend it back to black Watch me sound like two storms Then still crawl right back I know the map I know the door I know the way out I just want more Of the same old ache That I swear I hate Isn't that sick Isn't that great I'm not good, I know it I know it I'm not good, I know it I know it Ain't no ghost in the room It's me, and I show it I'm not good, I know it I know it I'm not good, I know it I know it See the why, see the why Still don't do nothin' 'bout it I'm not good, I know it I know it I'm not good, I know it I know it I'll tell you the truth Then laugh while I choke on it
