unusual beautiful
intro (record scratch tone) (sang in nelliee like voice) lately i’ve been hard to reach i’d rather be alone everybody got a comment and the devil speaks in whispered tones ⸻ verse 1 nobody in life ever stays you only got yourself i’m talkin bout them cards you flip - that i truly felt but heres somethin else no matter who delt you gotta know when to hold em know when to fold em if you wanna excel dont ac dont lose the bet is urself i coulda gone down that path go all in, lose all i own matter fact - i think i did but my memory might b thrown was that me? yeah right b cant forget u- bish ur known life ain’t bright it leaves you alone if u dont play the game right it takes kids outta homes mothers forget what theyve grown their kids their home everything theyve known drugs man.. cold.. stone.. but i look at my kids and in them away i am blown and i dare someone threaten my success with consequences to which i shouldn’t atone im chillen at home & for my kids anything bitch still my mistakes ain’t forgotten but yours are unknown guess blaming me was easy presented 9 inch nails that were plated in gold shit i was sold i was elated to sit on the throne queen b owned so i sat blank-face monotone while they called my momma on the telephone but the phone they called was my own i made it up impersonated her voicemail it was gold (hahaha) whattup ms folks they couldn’t help but appreciate the wit that i did in fact hold oh the lies i told so when they expelled me they wished me well said mail be your book when you’re not so damn stoned i said peace out homes hit the road they aint holding they breath thank god the paddle got revoked they’d have had to make my ass their home ⸻ hook she let them tell her she wasn’t beautiful til she fell in love with the look of unusual so you can’t tell her she ain’t beautiful yall can get used to her ⸻ verse 2 rest in peace ms anne i still hear you cheerin down the hallway over a decade later but aside from administration that whole damn school the equivalent of instant mashed taters fuckin haters lil weenie masterbaters wanna be be just mommy and daddiatorz slimey little suicide envoking and provoking generators like their judgement was gods favor like their inflicted suffering was deserved on some layer choosin side-eyes treating people like flies who you know determines where you lie slitherly little snakes and if you don’t slither (i’m a snaaaaaaake) well you wither forced social isolater emotional ice skater dancing in circles 5 times with demonstrations to refrain her wicked witch stake her take her private mistakes publicly display her so her rage it ferociously ate her and they savored every tear they thought would take her but instead she played the snake yeah she did the snaker til her soul got heavy holding fake her ⸻ hook she let them tell her she wasn’t beautiful til she fell in love with the look of unusual so you can’t tell her she ain’t beautiful yall can get used to her she let them tell her she wasn’t beautiful til she fell in love with the look of unusual so you can’t tell her she ain’t beautiful yall can get fucked then get used to her ⸻ verse 3 it’s one more time one more time that’s how many times i took your lies said it bout a hundred million times then wondered why he never made it right if we’re real you lied a million times bout what it is bout what it isn’t bout what gets by now you two million lies deep in your picture-perfect life that’s what it looks like when i click your page online oh wait thats me so what gives are you unhappy or just like bein pissed would you be laughing if you finally quit that shit lil life in a boot i been footloose til i fall in a noose but that’d be easier than the constant abuse each shitty lover each friendly excuse directed abuse i confused with love so i searched for the ones thatd fuck me up too it’s what i knew til one day i said fuck it i’m through i’mma let you be you ⸻ she let them tell her she wasn’t beautiful til she fell in love with the look of unusual so you can’t tell her she ain’t beautiful yall can get used to her ⸻ bridge (quiet + emotional shift) class of 2015 yeah i noticed what you did some of us withdrew some of us just hid i just didn’t show up cause i never fit said nobody losing sleep over none of this but nobody wasn’t just me it was nine outta ten and when them invitations came club-only again i cried like sixteen all over again some wounds stay loud even when you grown ⸻ final hook (strongest delivery) she let them tell her she wasn’t beautiful til she fell in love with the look of unusual so you can’t tell her she ain’t beautiful yall can get fucked then get used to her ⸻ outro lately i’ve been hard to reach i’d rather be alone everybody got a comment & the devil speaks in whispere
