…don’t look at me …don’t fucking look at me I feel them crawl under my name Like it doesn’t sit right in my ache Every time I try to wear a face It rots a little underneath I hear them breathe in perfect time Like a rhythm I can’t quite invade I try to step but miss the beat Like I was built to be misplaced Something’s off Something’s stitched wrong I keep pulling at the seams But they just hold me in GET IT OFF GET IT OFF ME THIS ISN’T MY SKIN I scratch until I see something real But it won’t come out IT WON’T COME OUT I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHAPE I DON’T BELONG IN THIS FACE I’M JUST A NOISE YOU ERASE WHEN YOU TURN AWAY I tried to mimic how they move Watched their mouths like holy code But every word I try to use Feels like swallowing broken bone They flinch when I get too close Like they sense what’s underneath Like there’s something in my blood That doesn’t match what I’m supposed to be I can feel it itching under everything GET IT OFF GET IT OFF ME THIS ISN’T MY FUCKING SKIN I peel it back in strips and lines But it won’t come out IT WON’T COME OUT I DON’T BELONG IN THIS SHAPE I DON’T BELONG IN THIS FACE I’M JUST A SHADOW THEY TRACE AND THEN REPLACE I see myself from outside my eyes Like something’s wearing me Like something’s inside WHAT THE FUCK IS INSIDE OF ME tear it open tear it open tear it open WHAT COMES OUT WHAT THE HELL COMES OUT WHAT COMES OUT NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING JUST THE WRONG SKIN TEAR IT THE FUCK OPEN TEAR IT THE FUCK OPEN TEAR IT THE FUCK OPEN WHAT THE FUCK COMES OUT WHAT THE FUCK IS INSIDE WHAT THE FUCK AM I NOTHING FUCKING NOTHING JUST THE WRONG SKIN I’m WEARING GET IT OFF GET IT OFF ME I CAN’T GET THE FUCK OUT I dig and dig but there’s no edge No end…no core…no life…to live… JUST THIS SHIT I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE …don’t look at me …don’t let me in …I’ll fucking ruin it
