[Intro] [vinyl crackle, distant rain, soft guitar] Yeah… Some nights feel heavier than others But I’m still here [Verse 1] Mama said “don’t let the darkness own your name” But I got scars and addictions I can’t explain Friends turn ghosts when the money disappear Funny how silence gets louder every year I been fighting wars nobody ever sees Smiling in public while I drown internally Prayers hit the ceiling then fall on me again Still talking to God like He’s my only friend [Pre-Chorus] And every road I take Just brings me back again Running in circles Trying not to break [Chorus] I got ashes in my pocket Heavy heart, can’t stop it Late nights, lost souls Trying not to fall If heaven hears me calling Don’t let me lose it all I been searching for the light Inside these empty walls [Verse 2] Cold motel dreams and anxiety attacks Memories hit harder when the room fade black Everybody wants love till the pain gets real Nobody teaches you how broken people heal I still got faith even when I feel numb Still hear Your voice when the world go dumb Maybe these scars gonna mean something someday Maybe this storm was making me stronger this way [Bridge] [minimal piano enters] If I fall tonight Promise I won’t stay down God pull me closer Before I drown [Final Chorus — Bigger / Cinematic] I got ashes in my pocket But there’s fire in my soul Every scar that tried to kill me Only made me whole And if heaven hears me calling Tell me I’m not alone I been walking through the shadows Trying to find my way back home
