Skeletons

I have a few skeletons of mine In the closet where they shine I keep them clean, not dusty or dirty I keep them safe, so they never hurt me and i Locked that god dam door cuz I've seen it open before I put away myself indeed I never had a choice I had the now it's time to let it all go I need to hold on think it's time to let it go I take a walk outside to a place where I can't hide go I leave my baggage behind in a place where they can't find and i Locked that god dam door cuz I've seen it open before I put away myself indeed I never had a choice I had the Need to hold on now it's time to let it all go I need to hold on think it's time to let it go RAP: Holding on to memories the ones that haunt me keeps the fire burning the one inside of me fuel for the day weeks years go by seem to be OK but never satisfied complied to the rules expectations now I'm the fool live in hesitation humiliation segregation top it all off I'm running out of patience the more I hold back the more i loose track am i the victim did i provoke the attack addicted to the sickness I see the symptoms I stay in rhythm to avoid criticism and need to hold on to all the unpleasantries locked away commit my felony and I pay the price death sentence for my soul it's lost independence say it now I'm the hypocrite sick of it so I fixed it with a bit of this and that now I'm an acrobat spinning and flying people see me trying the whole time I'm lying inside I'm crying