[ course ] that's the problem people think I'm just rapping these are things just sit inside me everyday that's why I so easy for me to say out loud to you I'm in my head all the time I don't know who no more I try my best not to be upset leave my mind torn I feel like old carpet about to get pulled up sometimes [ Verse 1] I licking myself I don't know enough my family left me and I don't know a lot people talk about my mental health like they want to talk I'll try my best not to go there so I'll take a long walks around bikes at least you know I'm taking my frustrations out on the street I still owe you every night domestic it's nothing I want to be verbally abused it's the same thing to me so I release emotional times physical ties and soul ties away from people that's trying to give me things that did not ask for in my life [ course ] that's the problem people think I'm just rapping these are things just sit inside me everyday that's why I so easy for me to say out loud to you I'm in my head all the time I don't know who no more I try my best not to be upset leave my mind torn I feel like old carpet about to get pulled up sometimes [ Verse 2] I tell God to bless me even when I don't have no tissue I read for my tears to fall like the rain from the cloud that I make too that's the real reason that I want to wear a cloud head because I'm tired of looking at people in the eyes and see nothing but death hurt and shameful wealth why you think raise people be so depressed and they have money [ course ] that's the problem people think I'm just rapping these are things just sit inside me everyday that's why I so easy for me to say out loud to you I'm in my head all the time I don't know who no more I try my best not to be upset leave my mind torn I feel like old carpet about to get pulled up sometimes [ Verse 4 ] you think that supposed to have everything and get everything they need love that's why people died more when he rich when I'm poor I have nothing you would know the better in the learning value of self wealth because you can be well worth it people still type of pressure on you because of they self that's crazy I'm used to it with my baby mother tell me I was going to see my kids because I didn't have sex with her she meant that 16 long years since I haven't seen my children from 2012 to now sometime that shit makes my mind Wonder what if if I had gave him what would I be Trading My Flesh this has been time with my kids that's crazy but you already know how baby moms can be I'm not with that so you spite me to cut my nose off for me not to see my kids this is shit I'm used to in the family oriented vibe he is so weird something like that [ course ] that's the problem people think I'm just rapping these are things just sit inside me everyday that's why I so easy for me to say out loud to you I'm in my head all the time I don't know who no more I try my best not to be upset leave my mind torn I feel like old carpet about to get pulled up sometimes DJ spacecloud DJ spacecloud
