One thing missing

[Intro] Yeah... It's funny what your brain keeps track of When you're trying to forget somebody [Verse 1] One thing missing and it's still your name Sitting in my head every time it rains Thought I'd moved on, guess I lied again Been a couple months but it feels the same Two things taken when you walked away Half my confidence and half my faith Now I make jokes when they ask if I'm okay 'Cause it's easier than saying what I can't say Three a.m. and I'm wide awake Scrolling old texts that I should've erased Everybody says that time gonna change it But time just gave me more room to think And that's dangerous [Chorus] I don't wanna count what's gone I don't wanna keep score But every little memory keeps knocking at my door And I know you're not coming back I know what we were Still catch myself looking for you in a crowded world [Verse 2] Four walls know all my secrets now Seen me pacing circles through this house Talking to myself like you'd hear me somehow Funny how silence can get so loud I still know your coffee order Still know how you'd steal my hoodies Still got songs I can't listen to Without feeling twenty different things at once That's the part nobody warns you about You don't miss them every second You just miss them at random And somehow that's worse [Bridge] Some days I'm alright Some days I'm not Some days I forget Then I get caught By a smell A street A voice A laugh And suddenly you're everywhere again [Final Chorus] I don't wanna count what's gone Don't wanna relive it all But memories got a way of showing up uncalled And maybe one day I'll stop Looking back so much But tonight I'm still learning How to lose someone I loved [Outro] One thing missing... Two things taken... Three a.m. thinking... Four walls waiting... Maybe tomorrow's easier.