I Was Living on Your Maybe

[Verse 1] You’d call my name like nothing changed Pull me close, then drift away Give me just enough to hold Then leave me with the weight I kept making sense of silence Turning nothing into faith You were never really mine But I stayed [Pre-Chorus] Every little look, every little touch Made me think that maybe I was enough But your love was never what it seemed And I’m done chasing what you’d never be [Chorus] I was living on your maybe Holding on, but you would not save me I gave you all my heart You gave me halfway I was drowning in your silence Believing every word you never meant to say I called it love, I called it love But I was living on your maybe [Verse 2] I was built around your chaos Trying not to let you go You kept me in the shadows Where broken people hope And every time I found my strength You pulled me back again With just enough of your heart To keep me in [Pre-Chorus] Every little spark, every little sign Made me think that one day you’d be mine But your love was only make-believe And now I see what you did to me [Chorus] I was living on your maybe Holding on, but you would not save me I gave you all my heart You gave me halfway I was drowning in your silence Believing every word you never meant to say I called it love, I called it love But I was living on your maybe [Bridge] No more waiting on your almost No more begging for your change I was worth more than your distance Worth more than your half-hearted name And now the truth is finally louder Than the hope I used to fake You can keep your maybe I will not break [Final Chorus] I was living on your maybe Now I know you never could have saved me I gave you all my heart You gave me halfway I was falling for a feeling While you watched me fade away I called it love, I called it love But it was never love you gave me No, I do not need your maybe I am stronger walking away